Nothing to lose

[Perpetually99]

Who else feels liberated...that they have nothing to lose?

Because of my health struggles, I am nothing what I expected I would be at age 30. Now that my expectations have been thrown out, it feels soo liberating. I can do anything, be anywhere. And frankly, if I die, I can go out swinging.

I guess when you're always clinging on to survive, it brings more pressure and anxiety. Everything has to go right. When it's all sooooooo deeeep in shit, you can really go for it, because you don't care if you die.

 

[WornOutLife]

Well, I have nothing to lose except for my dad and dog. They are the only reason why I'm still here.

 

[whywere]

I can so relate to you. I am 65 years young 24/7 chronic pain from a car crash, car crash NOT my fault, I was driving south and another person was driving east and he blew through the stop sign and I t-boned him. He did not even get a scratch and I wound up in ICU. Everyday, I get up make my pot of green tea, take my meds and try to survive each and every day. I totally agree with you as far as if I die now, so be it. Also with my progressive injuries , I was told I might end up in a wheelchair someday. HUMM NO on that aspect, like you said, you are so smart!!. if I die so be it. Walter

Well, I have nothing to lose except for my dad and dog. They are the only reason why I'm still here.

Hi! @WornOutLife ! Matt, I will say that I am so happy for you that you have a great dad, as far as my "parents", well you know the story, makes a hole for me even though I am 65. You are really a great person and your dad must be too. The apple did not fall too far from the tree, as they say. Walter

 

[Sra_TZ]

I literally had nothing to lose until I wrecked it by getting close to someone. It hurts knowing someone else might be hurt once I'm gone..I suppose that has kept me going uptil now. No idea how long it can keep me going though.
Take care xx

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, I feel the same way. There is nothing holding me here. I have accepted that life is cruel, disappointing and it is simply not for me. Trying to survive is exhausting really, it is better just to accept that there is no point in trying.

 

[Efilismislife]

Define nothing to lose? I see Some people here who ctb still have family, friends, and material things, job, etc and leave things for them feeling sad, etc and i cant even relate to that

Cause i dont even have anyone(i have family but theyre the cause of my ctb instead theyre psychopath) i dont care about anything/anyone anymore but only 1 thing, still cant ctb due to the pain of dying.

How mess up is that

Who else feels liberated...that they have nothing to lose?

Because of my health struggles, I am nothing what I expected I would be at age 30. Now that my expectations have been thrown out, it feels soo liberating. I can do anything, be anywhere. And frankly, if I die, I can go out swinging.

I guess when you're always clinging on to survive, it brings more pressure and anxiety. Everything has to go right. When it's all sooooooo deeeep in shit, you can really go for it, because you don't care if you die.

 

[Lost Magic]

Yeah, I am comforted by the fact that I have lost everything and have nothing left to lose. When the time comes to end it, I will be liberated.