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BecauseOfMyPurpose

BecauseOfMyPurpose

Member
Nov 13, 2019
38
I thought I couldn't do it anymore so I joined after silently lurking for a while. Then I get a call saying something happened and I needed to get to the hospital right away. I get there, walk in the room, and see my dad laying on the gurney. I am 26. This can't be real. Never ask what more could you lose because the universe will show. I thought I couldn't do it anymore. Now I know I can't.
 
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AnxiouslyDepressed

AnxiouslyDepressed

Stuck- the guilt of leaving or the pain of staying
Nov 8, 2019
149
I'm so sorry. I can't imagine what you're feeling right now. Sending you love at this horrible time.
 
SoupSnakes

SoupSnakes

Experienced
Nov 11, 2019
217
So sorry to hear this, can't imagine how you must be feeling. Sending love to you.
Feel free to PM if you need an ear.
 

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