Nothing is my fault

[Sadbanana]

I know this might sound narcissistic or avoidant. But it's just true. I was always trying my best with the cards I was given.

I tried to learn social skills, I have put so much energy and thought into it, but it never worked. I'm neurodivergent. I tried to achieve something in life, I was working hard despite my executive disfunction, I was trying everything to be "normal" until I completely burnt down.

It's not my fault I isolated myself after everyone was treating me as if I was lesser my whole life.

I didn't choose to have completely incapable parents that would divorce when I was 6 and that would both traumatize me.

Why do I feel like everything is my fault. It's just the stupid constant gaslighting of normies. I have never had any power to change my fate. I never did anything to deserve this suffering. I was good and thoughtful person my whole life and there is no such thing as good karma, the biggest scumbags are those that get to have the best lives.

 

[itsgone2]

I don't think you're being narcissistic at all. It does happen to good people. It makes no sense

 

[3rdworldsadness]

Nothing is anyone's fault too we were bought in existence to fulfil the system desires and call it a life...

 

[ctb_warrior]

I know this might sound narcissistic or avoidant. But it's just true. I was always trying my best with the cards I was given.

I tried to learn social skills, I have put so much energy and thought into it, but it never worked. I'm neurodivergent. I tried to achieve something in life, I was working hard despite my executive disfunction, I was trying everything to be "normal" until I completely burnt down.

It's not my fault I isolated myself after everyone was treating me as if I was lesser my whole life.

I didn't choose to have completely incapable parents that would divorce when I was 6 and that would both traumatize me.

Why do I feel like everything is my fault. It's just the stupid constant gaslighting of normies. I have never had any power to change my fate. I never did anything to deserve this suffering. I was good and thoughtful person my whole life and there is no such thing as good karma, the biggest scumbags are those that get to have the best lives.

My dear pal it's not your fault.. You've given efforts, tried to fight against all odds.
People just suck to the very core.
Like you, i too learnt social skills, i became a celebrity.
But when i told these mfs that I'm suicidal, people ran for their lives as if they have seen a zombie.lol they started avoiding me all of a sudden, the same people who used to chase me and call me all the time..
So , don't think of people, you are self sufficient

Nothing is anyone's fault too we were bought in existence to fulfil the system desires and call it a life...

And to pay taxes and to pay medical bills and die with some illness in a hospital bed

 

[darksouls]

you are right,
the biggest scumbags are those that get to have the best lives,
society is a vile abomination,
you are not the problem,
the entire society is the problem