delusionalgirl

delusionalgirl

I have my ticket. Awaiting my journey
Jun 17, 2023
194
This is very random plus I had some random thoughts to share. 3 of my closest friends are getting a note with a small packages.


Housekeeping even if I opt to go to the woods is getting a decent size tip along with any belongings all put together in one spot. Sheet will be blocking door with a note to call cops will be up.


I have the general note saying "my choice, I've been wanting this for years." The note changes based on my thinking. But I just want something simple. I've thought about long explanations but that's not for me.


Cops get the longer note. If i go to the woods I'll leave gps coordinates. If i use the room I will tell them what I used (it's meth laced fent so not sn or n) so no point in autopsy and apologize for wasting their time. Whatever I don't use Like ropes or gun will be in plain view so they can take those right away.


I know if something doesn't go right they will ignore a dnr but I will still leave it out. Along with the card I have for pre paid cremation. This one is the kicker because honestly I don't know if it would be honored or not. Do not take this as it can work or not. I'm just preparing. I have an advanced medical directive. Being raised a witness some things still stuck. Oddly all medical. When I was a teen I had signed a no blood card (I tore it up every time my mom made me sign it because always thought it was bull shit), a dnr and a medical directive. I had no health issues but honestly why not have shit planned. AMDs and I'm simplifying it is for what to do when you can't medically make your own choices. Mine has always stated that if I can't be waken after 2 weeks pull the plug and harvest whatever is usable. I'm going to change it to say that if I cant survive without machines, no brain activity, pull the plug and if possible donate any organs. That I don't want to live like this. Again I do not know if they would honor this at all with apparent failed ctb. But it would not hurt. I'm sure every county, state, country has their different rules. It is a crap shoot if they will honor it. That's why I'm giving all the warnings if I'm not sure. I'm just adding extra. I am confident with my methods though. I just like to be prepared
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
I hope your able to find peace, im planning on buying sn, I'm sick of life, I could hang myself rn, but I'd rather die in my bed
 
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