I agree with OP. I've done very reckless suicidal-minded things in the past that would've killed others with me. Fate or luck was on my side and nobody got hurt. Those things haunt me. I can't imagine successfully dying and my loved ones having to deal with other families who's loved ones I killed with me. What a horrible thing to do to everyone else, including innocent strangers. Fuck that. You can kill yourself without killing other people. You can also kill yourself without causing undue trauma to innocent people, but that's harder. Just don't kill anyone else. That's where I stop being compassionate. I've been there myself and I still have no compassion.