Not sure if i want to live or die

[ifeelsobad]

I'm not sure if I want to live or die. Some day's I feel horrible. Some days I feel great and Some day's I feel in the middle. But sometimes the horrible day's stay for a really long time and I can't do it anymore. I need a lot of things to be different I don't like a lot of stuff in my life going on. I have autism and other things to so it's hard I never lived out of my house with my family

 

[Worndown]

The best answer is Live until you know for sure you want to Die.

 

[theboy]

Many of us here have your same uncertainty

 

[LikeAPendulum]

I'm not sure if I want to live or die. Some day's I feel horrible. Some days I feel great and Some day's I feel in the middle. But sometimes the horrible day's stay for a really long time and I can't do it anymore. I need a lot of things to be different I don't like a lot of stuff in my life going on. I have autism and other things to so it's hard I never lived out of my house with my family

You're not alone. Its why I named my account this username.

 

[Mental]

I guess that's why so many of us are still here, because we still want to see what happens if we continue for those good things that happen to us. Life is so fucked up sometimes and we need to tell someone, it's okay to mention that you're having a bad day or a bad time, and you need good times. It's a human feeling, and that means you want to keep growing.

Peace and be happy

 

[dandan]

I did recover from a 20 year long depression, 3 years ago!! Thanks to TRT.

However, life is complex, and because of money, social standards, society, because of my past, and because I have to live go work I'm still reconsidering quitting man.

I totally get you, because I do have good days. I still have some expired N in the fridge which must be good, it's sealed in a black box to avoid light, and it's been tempting to just quit, but perhaps if I win the lottery or receive or build s good idea or living I could enjoy

I had a relationship, almost 1 year , but man, our discussions suck LOL.

My partner discusses for so long such small things, damm