Venting Not suited for any type of relationship with another human being

[failureofahuman]

I'm an ungrateful and lazy family member, an inconsiderate and boring girlfriend, an uncaring and annoying friend, and a weird and unpleasant acquaintance. I can't fucking hold a conversation with anyone. I think I'll just have to accept that I'm going to spend the rest of my life alone.

 

[mysticatedwine]

I'm sorry, I hope you find some peace eventually.

I don't know what you've been through, but I've been a bad friend, a bad family member and a bad acquaintance too. Eventually got to find someone that gets it a little, and accept them into my life. Didn't fix it all, but made it all a bit more bearable. I can only hope this ends up happening to you too

 

[isolonelygirl99]

Im not suited for any relationship with another human.

But I don't want any relationship with another human anyway . What for?

Nothing matters . Only avoiding unbearable pain

Why do I have to get a gf , or a friend or why do I have to live or do anything?

I don't want to do any of that garbage

Plus even if I bought into " you need friends and a romantic relationship etc" imo that fucking shit seems to cause a lot of suffering. " Is she going to break up with me" , ." Did I say the wrong thing" ad then the breaking up which causes very bad suffering a broken heart and I've seen just here countless people wanting to kill themselves cause of a romantic break the pain is so bad( what for?. fuck that

Plus on top of that only I see me and and any human as cells

 

[bobblong]

I hope robot partners be available sooner bro.

 

[PI3.14]

I yearn for love but I'm certain I won't find it and if I do, then I probably don't deserve it.

I don't have the qualities of a partner. physically? I'm unattractive and mentally? unstable and passively suicidal. Not yet independent despite my age, i progress one step and regress by a 100 others.

It's a shitty situation, no wonder I'm here.

 

[blackIronPrison]

I think at some I had to reconcile with the fact that there are just some faucets of life forever closed off to me for various reasons, relationships being one of them. I'm mostly at peace with it now but sometimes the isolation starts to sting a bit.

 

[Worndown]

I'm an ungrateful and lazy family member, an inconsiderate and boring girlfriend, an uncaring and annoying friend, and a weird and unpleasant acquaintance. I can't fucking hold a conversation with anyone. I think I'll just have to accept that I'm going to spend the rest of my life alone.

Well, the internet is the place for you.
Chat when you feel sociable, stay away when you do not.

 

[Peter Skellern]

You're not missing much.