Not my day today

[Gromit-CTB]

I thought this would be a good day.

How wrong was I.

Been waiting for something to arrive, it didn't.

Had so many stupid questions to answer, like how many spoons is 25g -look it up on Google - it doesn't say.

Why is a foreign website saying it's in UK.

Seriously people been trying to prepare for ctb and don't need this.

Going to have to postpone for 24 hours and no pun it's killing me

 

[StuFin]

Sorry Gromit I feel your pain. Hang in there buddy it's not much longer to wait.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Have another way to go so might just do that what's to loose

What is your method?

Right about now would take getting hit by a lorry

 

[justanotherstar]

I think we just cross posted, you'll get the notification. Sorry to hear things haven't gone to plan I see your pain and suffering. Keep talking we are here for you

 

[WornOutLife]

Hang on there! Your time will arrive soon at least.
I gotta wait (suffer) until 2021...

 

[greycatsmiles]

Have another way to go so might just do that what's to loose

Right about now would take getting hit

It must be really difficult for you as you did a lot of planning.

 

[Maka hiamoe]

Get a pocket scale, they're cheap and it will be much more precise to weigh your SN. I'm assuming that's your method because you said 25g.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Get a pocket scale, they're cheap and it will be much more precise to weigh your SN. I'm assuming that's your method because you said 25g.

I know how to weigh things. The stupid question was from someone else.

 

[Maka hiamoe]

My bad, I didn't realize questions in your original post were from other members.

 

[Symbiote]

Not sure why you bother with the stupid questions, I get them sometimes too, and I just ignore them or pretend my PM box isn't there unless it's someone I follow that's trying to message me.

If or when I do CTB, I'll take several days off from here to get into the right mindset, enjoy some of the activities I have left on this Earth, and then come online after I drank SN to say goodbye.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

My bad, I didn't realize questions in your original post were from other members.

I did put had so many stupid questions to answer but that's fine.

Not sure why you bother with the stupid questions, I get them sometimes too, and I just ignore them or pretend my PM box isn't there unless it's someone I follow that's trying to message me.

If or when I do CTB, I'll take several days off from here to get into the right mindset, enjoy some of the activities I have left on this Earth, and then come online after I drank SN to say goodbye.

Think the best I have had is when trying to advise where to look for SN and saying try rainforest site. Question back was "what's rainforest"

 

[Symbiote]

I did put had so many stupid questions to answer but that's fine.

Think the best I have had is when trying to advise where to look for SN and saying try rainforest site. Question back was "what's rainforest"

Yeah I saw that, was kind of funny. I usually call it Jeff Bezos Secret Stash.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Yeah I saw that, was kind of funny. I usually call it Jeff Bezos Secret Stash.

they would've had no chance of they didn't get rainforest

 

[sadworld]

I'm sorry that you have to endure this pain everyday.

I hope everything works out for you. Best wishes!

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Having to delay 24 hours. I never like delays, it makes me feel nervous. Already had 2 fails this month so not in a good place at the moment

 

[StuFin]

I know waiting is horrible but as they say: Act in haste, repent at leisure.

 

[Huntfish34]

That sucks,. Sorry to hear that. Just Trust...... It will all happen in Due time. Blessings to ya.

 

[Ghost2211]

Sorry to hear you got delayed. Hopefully you have some ways to keep busy while you wait.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Sorry to hear you got delayed. Hopefully you have some ways to keep busy while you wait.

Anxiety is through the roof, this is when impulse strikes tbh

 

[Ghost2211]

Anxiety is through the roof, this is when impulse strikes tbh

I can imagine. What if you clean and get house ready? It takes a lot of movement and physical activity so it might burn off the anxiety.

 

[NodusTollens]

Aww, man- that's rough, sorry. You've through the ringer, I hope things start going in your favour.
Good luck.

 

[bov]

Please don't get hit by a lorry.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Thanks to @Sherri I have calmed a lot. Just need to get through the evening and night and then hopefully will be ctb tomorrow. You will get rid of me soon I promise

 

[Sherri]

Thanks to @Sherri I have calmed a lot. Just need to get through the evening and night and then hopefully will be ctb tomorrow. You will get rid of me soon I promise

I don't wanna get rid of you and you know that. That one hurt me @Gromit-CTB

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I don't wanna get rid of you and you know that. That one hurt me @Gromit-CTB

You calmed me down. So you are my angel tonight. But you knew all along I was going

 

[Sherri]

You calmed me down. So you are my angel tonight. But you knew all along I was going

Yeah I know you going, but I don't want to get rid of you. Don't put it like that. You know how sad I will be when you gone. If only you knew how powerless I feel regarding helping you not to get that fake sn.

 

[I screwed up]

Hope u find the peace u deserve. I will pray for you ... Hope I muster the freakn courage and grow some balls to join you

 

[laeloth]

Looks like it's not my day today either. :(

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Looks like it's not my day today either. :(

Feel for you. Hoping to win the league tomorrow with ctb

 

[laeloth]

Feel for you. Hoping to win the league tomorrow with ctb

Lucky for you, I can only ctb from Monday to Friday. Saturday and Sunday I am accompanied