StellaArtoix
Student
- Jul 25, 2020
- 130
Its weird being back in the land of the living and back here after almost successfully killing myself and being on life support for almost a month. Coming too and realising i was still alive was probably one of the worst things ive ever been through in my life and thats saying something. Then finding out youve been on life support for almost a month and got so close even more depressing. I felt so sure I would never see the light of day again. Thats what happens when you put a bullet in your head. Im still in hospital and its going to be a while before i get out of here. Alot of physio to get through to be able to relearn how to do alot of stuff again. I took my first few steps yesterday. My legs didnt feel like they were mine tho. They actually didnt think id be able to walk again but as soon as i can Im out of here to try again and this time im never coming back.
The site looks so odd. When did this happen this new look? I was also surprised to still see a few people that seem to have been on here for forever. I guess they just dont ever want to leave SS. Funnier still theyre still posting about the same thing, almost verbatim what they were posting a month ago....
Sadly (because i hoped to speak to them) it seems a few people arent here anymore :(
The site looks so odd. When did this happen this new look? I was also surprised to still see a few people that seem to have been on here for forever. I guess they just dont ever want to leave SS. Funnier still theyre still posting about the same thing, almost verbatim what they were posting a month ago....
Sadly (because i hoped to speak to them) it seems a few people arent here anymore :(