Not made for this life

[Zanmato]

I'm a failure.
I wish I wasn't scared of death so much.
Aside this fear, I know that my family will suffer too much, even if I'm a failure.
I'm not made for this life, it seems it's only suffering.
Why was I even born, why?

 

[flightless bird]

you were born because life doesn't need a reason to start. and neither do you. you're not here to be something else. you're already worthy, just as you are. you don't need some external purpose to make your existence valid. you are you, and that is enough.

 

[Zanmato]

you were born because life doesn't need a reason to start. and neither do you. you're not here to be something else. you're already worthy, just as you are. you don't need some external purpose to make your existence valid. you are you, and that is enough.

Thanks for your words, but right now I don't feel like this, and I don't really see how, I feel everything, but "worthy".