Not going to going to go through with plans today and I need opinion on other possible plans

[j4čk$0ń]

Was gonna head to a lake and try to drown my self with weights but I decided not to. My plan now is to buy sn and drink it just gotta hope parents aren't home when it arrives because they've gone through stuff I ordered before (still live with parents) luckily it was just stuff like Gamer supps. I also might go to a city nearby with taller buildings and access to the roof just don't know if jumping guarantees instant death. If anyone has any sort of advice that'd be much appreciated.

 

[thebookofdisquiet.]

What about sending the SN to the post office and then picking it up yourself? Or getting a PO box?

And about jumping, just make sure the building is high enough (at least 10 stories high, try to find a 15+) and you're going to land on concrete, people survived when landing on grass or cars.