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WaitingForTheBusInTh
Student
- Nov 18, 2020
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Everyone seems to be so financially aggressive these days. Landlords want every penny, employers dont even want to give pennies, corporations must have more sales than last year every year. Monetize all your hobbies or you're wasting time. Housing is actually impossible. Everyone is always fighting for a house, a job, food, clothes, everything.
I dont want to live lavishly, just comfortably. I want to be able to have a place of my own where I dont listen to my landlords and their children yell and stomp all day long. I want a job where I work hard but dont push myself to physical pain everyday.
Financial advice articles always say the same things, just save up for a downpayment. But if you dont make enough to qualify for the smallest mortgage, let alone one that could actually get you anything, what do you do then huh? Get a better job? You think I want to work at the low wage I do? I have a good degree but I've never been able to get a job in my field. Not that those jobs pay any better. I cant live at home and i dont have anyone who could help me out financially.
I'm so goddamn tired of this impossible rat race and it's only getting worse. I look at people who want to keep living in this world and I am genuinely confused. How can you not look at all that is going on and still conclude its worth living in??
But I'm too cowardly to do it myself. All I can hope for now is that when they change the laws to include mental illness for MAiD that I can finally die peacefully. If they still deny me, maybe that will be motivation enough to overcome my cowardice. But it's still a whole two years away...
I dont want to live lavishly, just comfortably. I want to be able to have a place of my own where I dont listen to my landlords and their children yell and stomp all day long. I want a job where I work hard but dont push myself to physical pain everyday.
Financial advice articles always say the same things, just save up for a downpayment. But if you dont make enough to qualify for the smallest mortgage, let alone one that could actually get you anything, what do you do then huh? Get a better job? You think I want to work at the low wage I do? I have a good degree but I've never been able to get a job in my field. Not that those jobs pay any better. I cant live at home and i dont have anyone who could help me out financially.
I'm so goddamn tired of this impossible rat race and it's only getting worse. I look at people who want to keep living in this world and I am genuinely confused. How can you not look at all that is going on and still conclude its worth living in??
But I'm too cowardly to do it myself. All I can hope for now is that when they change the laws to include mental illness for MAiD that I can finally die peacefully. If they still deny me, maybe that will be motivation enough to overcome my cowardice. But it's still a whole two years away...