Venting Not being beautiful makes me wanna die

[Bouquet]

For years I've had a complex about my appearance, I have felt ugly a lot of times and I compare myself all the time to beautiful girls, I just think it's unfair and i feel frustated, Why wasn't I lucky enough to be born naturally beautiful? I have never liked the idea of accepting myself or loving my imperfections, i don't care, i just wanna change, i wanna look different, I am too insecure about myself and I am ashamed to say it. Maybe it's stupid but i don't wanna live if i'm going to be feeling ugly all the time.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

I'm sorry for your suffering.

 

[Heidi48]

For years I've had a complex about my appearance, I have felt ugly a lot of times and I compare myself all the time to beautiful girls, I just think it's unfair and i feel frustated, Why wasn't I lucky enough to be born naturally beautiful? I have never liked the idea of accepting myself or loving my imperfections, i don't care, i just wanna change, i wanna look different, I am too insecure about myself and I am ashamed to say it. Maybe it's stupid but i don't wanna live if i'm going to be feeling ugly all the time.

ive been where you are and i know nothing i say willl make you feel better right now, but try to remember what we are made to believe is "beautiful" is all bull and fake. my advice unfollow any social media that makes you feel crap, there is so many body positive accounts .