Venting Not a goodbye thread

[lokabe82]

It pains me that this is not me saying goodbye. My heart can't carry this anymore and I'm done. It pains me to no end to know that I have to wake up in the morning and start this same vicious nightmare over again. There's never going to be another up from here and I'll be damned if I set up camp at rock bottom.

So not a goodbye,
I just desperately wish it was.

 

[UKscotty]

Me too, I'm such a coward. I moan how pointless life is but I'm too weak to CTB.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me it's really understandable just wishing to be free from everything, existing here certainly can be so torturous, it must be so dreadful having to suffer like that.

 

[Angel of Justice]

It pains me that this is not me saying goodbye. My heart can't carry this anymore and I'm done. It pains me to no end to know that I have to wake up in the morning and start this same vicious nightmare over again. There's never going to be another up from here and I'll be damned if I set up camp at rock bottom.

So not a goodbye,
I just desperately wish it was.

I love you. Im here for you. Whatever you are struggeling with, I love you, let me share your pain. dm me on discord if you want.. zeus_zky

 

[BloomingRose]

I feel you. Falling asleep knowing that tomorrow I have to wake up and live through another day makes me really sad. I don't have the energy for that anymore.
Can't die just yet though. But in some years I probably will.

 

[Peaceful Departure]

It pains me that this is not me saying goodbye. My heart can't carry this anymore and I'm done. It pains me to no end to know that I have to wake up in the morning and start this same vicious nightmare over again. There's never going to be another up from here and I'll be damned if I set up camp at rock bottom.

So not a goodbye,
I just desperately wish it was.

This really hit home for me. Each year of my life has gotten progressively worse for the past 15 years. I often feel like it would be impossible for life to get worse, but then the universe quickly reminds me how wrong I am. All I can say is you are not alone! I don't know if that's a good thing or not as I don't want anyone, no matter what they've done, to go through what I have. Regardless, we're in this hell together, you're never alone.

 

[AllFoxedOut]

This really hit home for me. Each year of my life has gotten progressively worse for the past 15 years. I often feel like it would be impossible for life to get worse, but then the universe quickly reminds me how wrong I am. All I can say is you are not alone! I don't know if that's a good thing or not as I don't want anyone, no matter what they've done, to go through what I have. Regardless, we're in this hell together, you're never alone.

she drank SN on the 17th. i haven't heard from her since. she might really be gone. I hope she found her peace.

 

[Peaceful Departure]

@AllFoxedOut Thank you for letting me know! I hope she found peace as well

 

[Unknown21]

Same here, i don't know when am i make my goodbye thread!