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smileycryptid

smileycryptid

For what does it mean to live ?
Mar 22, 2024
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Does anyone else feel like nostalgia sometimes eats away at them ?
I miss the old me and the life I had before I became physically ill even tho it wasn't good it was better than this current life.
 
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Untimely

Untimely

Student
Apr 21, 2023
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Does anyone else feel like nostalgia sometimes eats away at them ?
I miss the old me and the life I had before I became physically ill even tho it wasn't good it was better than this current life.
Yes I seem to always have nostalgia
 
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strangelife

strangelife

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Feb 16, 2024
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Yes, nostalgia is a pain, at times when I was physically healthy. I see my photos smiling and healthy and it becomes very difficult for me.
 
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Лена

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Apr 18, 2024
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Это самое страшное. Воспоминания. Это невыносимо.
 
xinino

xinino

Anti humanist
Mar 31, 2024
398
Tell me about it, my nostalgia to primitive lifestyle is the greatest one. I wish I was my father, my grandfather...
 
astonishedturnip

astonishedturnip

Like Christine Chubbuck, but sadder
Jan 16, 2024
199
You aren't alone. When I was a kid I couldn't wait to grow up, and I get why. When you're a child you have few freedoms, my parents were pretty strict, I fought a lot with my mom, etc.

Now I realize why so many people miss their childhoods. I miss having no responsibilities and the only priority was having a good time and figuring myself out. I miss when me and my siblings all lived together and could hang out... When my parents were young and felt immortal... When we would go on family trips and our extended family wasn't dead or fractured... When I had a ton of friends to hang out with, and all summer to play video games. Now everything is changed and I feel colder and more alone... I just wish I could fall asleep and never wake up before I lose even more and suffer even worse. I miss how carefree I used to be.
 
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loser404badjoke

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Apr 16, 2024
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before I became physically ill even tho it wasn't good it was better than this current life.
Yeah. I at least was allowed to struggle instead of spending my life on the toilet and going mental.
 
sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
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I just wanna go
Back, back, back, back, back, back
Now I realize why so many people miss their childhoods. I miss having no responsibilities and the only priority was having a good time and figuring myself out. I miss when me and my sibling lived together and could hang out... When my parents were young and felt immortal... When we would go on family trips… Now everything is changed and I feel colder and more alone... I just wish I could fall asleep and never wake up before I lose even more and suffer even worse. I miss how carefree I used to be.
Same
 
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tbroken

tbroken

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Feb 22, 2024
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Yes... i also miss my childhood, i would fix a lot of things if i could just go back! I was so happy when i was a child!
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

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Apr 15, 2024
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Yes! Both good and bad memories kill me every day
 
Saturn_

Saturn_

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
Apr 22, 2024
417
My core desire is to turn back time, I feel you man. There is nothing I want more than to be innocent again. Because that's impossible, I am here.
 
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