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JasVonD

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Jul 3, 2025
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Hey all...
I'll spare the details. I'm sick and tired of being in pain (several co-occurring lifelong severe physical and mental health issues) and I have no way to stop it all. Anyone have any advice on a non-painful way to CTB?
 
Rynalia

Rynalia

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Apr 22, 2025
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It depends on what your threshold for "pain" is and for how long.

I reckon the most "peaceful" way to go is via the holy grail, N. Mixed reception from people about SN, but nothing egregiously "painful" about it.

Done right, hanging will knock you out fairly quickly, which means to say that you won't really experience pain for that long.

The same could be said for a lot of things that quickly knock you out or take you out for that matter. You probably can't feel the pain if you die instantly (like firearms or swift decapitation for example).

Overdosing (non-method, by the way) is a gamble and could often be extremely painful up until you pass out, then horrendously painful after the fact if you live (which the chances are pretty high). I know from personal experience because I gamble on overdoses quite frequently. My body loves me for it /s.

Quite honestly, if there was an easy painless method available, most members of SaSu would be gone by now. Sorry to break it to you like this, but a truly painless method (in the sense you're asking for, if my thoughts are aligning properly) is kind of a fantasy.
 
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MercurialTomato

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Jul 6, 2025
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Unfortunately, I believe we're not allowed to give recommendations on how to CTB.
 
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JasVonD

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Jul 3, 2025
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It depends on what your threshold for "pain" is and for how long.

I reckon the most "peaceful" way to go is via the holy grail, N. Mixed reception from people about SN, but nothing egregiously "painful" about it.

Done right, hanging will knock you out fairly quickly, which means to say that you won't really experience pain for that long.

The same could be said for a lot of things that quickly knock you out or take you out for that matter. You probably can't feel the pain if you die instantly (like firearms or swift decapitation for example).

Overdosing (non-method, by the way) is a gamble and could often be extremely painful up until you pass out, then horrendously painful after the fact if you live (which the chances are pretty high). I know from personal experience because I gamble on overdoses quite frequently. My body loves me for it /s.

Quite honestly, if there was an easy painless method available, most members of SaSu would be gone by now. Sorry to break it to you like this, but a truly painless method (in the sense you're asking for, if my thoughts are aligning properly) is kind of a fantasy.
I have a fairly high pain tolerance - hence why I'm still here. I don't expect my CTB to be TOTALLY pain free, but as least painful as is possible. I guess I used a poor choice of words. Apologies.
It depends on what your threshold for "pain" is and for how long.

I reckon the most "peaceful" way to go is via the holy grail, N. Mixed reception from people about SN, but nothing egregiously "painful" about it.

Done right, hanging will knock you out fairly quickly, which means to say that you won't really experience pain for that long.

The same could be said for a lot of things that quickly knock you out or take you out for that matter. You probably can't feel the pain if you die instantly (like firearms or swift decapitation for example).

Overdosing (non-method, by the way) is a gamble and could often be extremely painful up until you pass out, then horrendously painful after the fact if you live (which the chances are pretty high). I know from personal experience because I gamble on overdoses quite frequently. My body loves me for it /s.

Quite honestly, if there was an easy painless method available, most members of SaSu would be gone by now. Sorry to break it to you like this, but a truly painless method (in the sense you're asking for, if my thoughts are aligning properly) is kind of a fantasy.
I have a fairly high pain tolerance - hence why I'm still here. I don't expect my CTB to be TOTALLY pain free, but as least painful as is possible. I guess I used a poor choice of words. Apolo
Unfortunately, I believe we're not allowed to give recommendations on how to CTB.
Advice is appreciated. I used a poor choice of words. I can't fucking think straight half the time 😞
It depends on what your threshold for "pain" is and for how long.

I reckon the most "peaceful" way to go is via the holy grail, N. Mixed reception from people about SN, but nothing egregiously "painful" about it.

Done right, hanging will knock you out fairly quickly, which means to say that you won't really experience pain for that long.

The same could be said for a lot of things that quickly knock you out or take you out for that matter. You probably can't feel the pain if you die instantly (like firearms or swift decapitation for example).

Overdosing (non-method, by the way) is a gamble and could often be extremely painful up until you pass out, then horrendously painful after the fact if you live (which the chances are pretty high). I know from personal experience because I gamble on overdoses quite frequently. My body loves me for it /s.

Quite honestly, if there was an easy painless method available, most members of SaSu would be gone by now. Sorry to break it to you like this, but a truly painless method (in the sense you're asking for, if my thoughts are aligning properly) is kind of a fantasy.
I have a fairly high pain tolerance - hence why I'm still here. I don't expect my CTB to be TOTALLY pain free, but as least painful as is possible. I guess I used a poor choice of words. Apologies.
Unfortunately, I believe we're not allowed to give recommendations on how to CTB.
Advice is appreciated. I used a poor choice of words. I can't fucking think straight half the time 😞
 
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Rynalia

Rynalia

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Apr 22, 2025
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Unfortunately, I believe we're not allowed to give recommendations on how to CTB.

We can't directly tell them how to ctb, suggest methods to ctb nor can we encourage or push someone towards ctb.

But we can drive by and drop information, things we've heard, and personal experiences that might be relevant.

Phrasing matters.
 
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JasVonD

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Jul 3, 2025
21
Well...... anything one may have heard about, I would like to know.
 
Rynalia

Rynalia

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Apr 22, 2025
305
Well...... anything one may have heard about, I would like to know.

There is a nifty little section that has a plethora of information, by the way. It's pretty easy to find since it's pinned. You can dig through all of that.

There's also the search functionality as well that you can also use.

Good luck on your endeavors.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,498
It really sounds like you've suffered so much, I also just wish to be free from this torturous existence and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just cease existing peacefully in an guaranteed way, I hope you find the peace you search for.
 
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