Venting Nobody respects me

[sadcausebad]

Currently staying with my parents and both of them are heavy smokers, I wish they would at least smoke outside. Ever since I was a kid I'd get terrible headaches from the smoke and developed asthma from my blowing smoke at me for "fun" she also used to burn me with them when I'd "act up" aka being 5 but whatever I guess I'm just whiney lol.

My bf is also ignoring me again but it's whatever too.

Just venting here again because I'm tired, I really wish to ctb but I keep getting scared. Canada is making it easier to kill off disabled people so I'm waiting for my chance.