No way out

[itsallover]

I've been withdrawing from all the medications I've been put on both mental and physical and the urge to off myself is the strongest I've ever had since getting physically sick. I've decided to reject doctors altogether since they are the ones that fucked me up in the first place. I wish I was strong and never took all these crazy medications from the psychiatrists who I don't even consider doctors any longer. Even more so once they got me sick I should have looked into alternative medicine because after the specialists ran me around all these years I have now become completely drained. I always was a fighter but this really feels like a losing battle. I'm just in way too deep and I need a way out quickly as I can no longer function and feel like I am going to lose my mind. I live at home but I can get some time to myself. Any suggestions?

 

[Rocky M]

I won't outright tell you what to do, as this is still ultimately your decision.

I assume you don't have a method?
The first thing I would consider is, would you like to go in a peaceful/quiet manner or would you like some spontaneity? That helped me rule out a lot of violent methods when I was choosing. You pick something that is comfortable for you.