I'm in a mess, after two failed suicide attempts and getting caught enquiring about SN my husband is constantly watching me so I can't order anything and I can't drive. My only option is full suspension hanging in our shed but there are so may stories of it going badly and the only time I can do it is at night when I feel more relaxed and then I don't feel the need. I just wish some SN could magically turn up in my mailbox in NZ so I could take it in the morning while my husband is downstairs. Although I don't have any meto or tums anyway. Why is it so damn hard!!
It is very hard. Hardest thing you can ever electively do. I'm so sorry you feel so awful. What's brought you to this point?
I have severe anxiety that goes on and on all day and leaves me unable to live my life
Yea ive tried everything I'm even on benzos everyday to take the edge off but my life is a misery, I can barely do the basics of taking care of myself
I just have this huge urge to cbt all day to escape the anxiety and it's awful!
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death: the cure for life
- Dec 9, 2019
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trying to get rid of anxiety is so hard, i even question if its possible to get rid of it at all, this is truly a curse...
I suffer too. Not too long ago it was truly crippling. But there were circumstantial reasons for me. I stay clear of hardcore medications if I can. CBD oil appears to help me. Maybe it's just a placebo effect, but I don't care as long as I think it helps.
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