Venting No way out

[The Disqualified]

There's no way out
It doesn't matter how much effort you put in
I keep having these negative thoughts, everyday, since the beggining of 2022
They won't go away
Even when I find sucess, I can't be happy
I keep comparing myself and feeling anxious
I don't celebrate or get recognized by my victories
And when I have a defeat, I feel crushed
I feel alone, unloved, uncared for
There's no way out
I want to see if things will improve
But I don't know if they will
I try to be strong and endure it all, just like they tell me to, but I've come to realize this is just unsustainable

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be really tiring being trapped in that situation, it's certainly so dreadful how people have to suffer so much in this existence. But anyway I wish you the best.