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Wistfully forlorn
Aug 27, 2025
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I'm once again cutting everybody off from my life, I always have too much bubbling on inside of me and I know I'd fail to put it to words on here.. I can try if asked but to get back to the topic at hand: this time I'm not looking back; I'm extremely hurt and on this occasion I can't feel any emotions that might push me to walk back on my steps, wrongfully as it's always turned out to be and well, I knew stepping into it. In me I have a sense of retaliation towards the world, I always feel like ctb but since I can't committ I might aswell make the most of it, right? I know it's all words thrown at the wind but if only this time it worked.. Whatever I don't care to say anything else
 
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Mar 26, 2020
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Retreat is a natural and understandable reaction to being hurt. However, we have the capacity to learn. If we do an analysis for a bad experience, we can generally spot what it was we should have seen that would warn us before being hurt. With relationships it is sometimes a particular character flaw that we dismissed or failed to appreciate.

In work environments we can discover too late a toxic coworker or boss and have to find a different job. People in the world are getting increasingly selfish and navigating the world can be tricky. However, there are still decent people and situations one can find even though it is more difficult.
 

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