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EndItPlsGirl

EndItPlsGirl

Student
Apr 4, 2026
109
Honestly, I will not care about anything when I'm dead. My conciousness will cease to exist forever. I don't owe anyone anything. I would rather have not been remembered for anything. Why do I need to write a suicide note? In time EVERYONE is forgotten. I'm atheist. I didn't exist before I was born and I won't exist after I die. Why do I need more than this one life I'm living now? Especially for it being a big pile of dog shit. Well you can actually use dog shit to fertilize a garden and make things grow... This pile of idk wtf you call it but it's useless to me.

Life Is Worth It If Life Is Worth It

Take Care Fam
 
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JeiJie

New Member
Feb 18, 2026
2
I can never find the words to say when think about writing a note. I don't feel like there is this lingering secret that I need to get out. No "I tried to tell you" or some diatribe about my suffering. During my first attempt, I just wrote "sorry" on a cute sticky note and left it on my desk, the second time I didn't even bother to do that much. Maybe it's my mindset, but I've always been more concerned about what I'm leaving behind and what everyone will have to sort out. I want to make it as simple for my parents as possible, so I want to leave an In the Event of My Death/Will so they don't feel bad about throwing all my stuff out.
 
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LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
319
Same, I domt have like a final statement or anything like that, it wont matter cause ill be long gone
 
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The Eternal One

The Eternal One

Spark of Consiousness
May 3, 2026
5
I'd love to leave a note for whoever finds my body and to my friends, if I have any by that time, apologizing for possibly traumatizing and upsetting them by my action and discovered dead body. Even though other people's feelings in truth aren't my responsibility, I'd still dislike to cause them unnecessary suffering.
After all, it can be argued, that pointless suffering is what got all of us to that point.
 
Chocomel

Chocomel

Chocolate Milk
Jan 13, 2024
119
Funny thing is I used to write this so called Suicide Book because I thought note is not gonna cut it. Until I realize that all of it will be pointless. So I just delete the book file and since then my attempts is just me. No note, no explanation, not even a goodbye message to anyone. I find it very bothersome when I am thinking of what people would think if they find my lifeless body. So instead of writing a lot of emotion in my suicide note, it would be better for them to just feel confused about why on earth would I be ctb ing.
 

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