FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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In such an cruel, hellish world there truly is no such thing as happiness and it disgusts me when pro-lifers suggest otherwise, I cannot stand it how they force their absurd delusions onto others, their toxic positivity really is so incredibly insensitive and invalidating. Existence really is just nothing more than meaningless suffering, to have the ability to exist is such a hellish and harmful imposition and more than anything I wish I never existed at all.
To have the ability to exist as a conscious being destined for nothing but to decay and die is such an abomination, I find it beyond tragic how life even exists at all, the existence of life really was the most terrible tragedy.
To exist means to suffer so unnecessarily all while risking experiencing much worse suffering at any moment, it's terrifying how there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's disturbing how one can potentially suffer to such extreme extents yet not die. No matter what I'd always prefer to not exist, for me suicide would solve what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, death is always better to me than suffering for decades in an existence so futile just to die in agony from old age, those who no longer exist are so fortunate, existing truly is so undesirable.
To have the ability to exist as a conscious being destined for nothing but to decay and die is such an abomination, I find it beyond tragic how life even exists at all, the existence of life really was the most terrible tragedy.
To exist means to suffer so unnecessarily all while risking experiencing much worse suffering at any moment, it's terrifying how there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's disturbing how one can potentially suffer to such extreme extents yet not die. No matter what I'd always prefer to not exist, for me suicide would solve what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, death is always better to me than suffering for decades in an existence so futile just to die in agony from old age, those who no longer exist are so fortunate, existing truly is so undesirable.
