I

iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,199
So I just woke up and got out of bed. But what is the point? Just to face another day of pointless suffering?

Why do i even bother waking up? Can't find any reason at all.. Who else feels like this? To have to wake up and be conscious and deal with this hellish world is the absolute worst
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: bipolar22, illAF, vanillamilk and 12 others
W

would

Member
Apr 7, 2024
25
You get used to it. In endocrinology, the process of becoming habituated to an increased level of stress and sadness is referred to as "allostasis."

Or your life situation gets better and you heal. Oftentimes, both things happen.
 
  • Like
Reactions: sserafim, marchshift, tbroken and 2 others
I

iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,199
You get used to it. In endocrinology, the process of becoming habituated to an increased level of stress and sadness is referred to as "allostasis."

Or your life situation gets better and you heal. Oftentimes, both things happen.
Its been about 8 years of me feeling dreadful as soon as i wake up. I haven't gotten used to it at all
I have also tried countless things to try and improve my mental health with no improvement.

I feel hopeless more and more each day
 
  • Like
Reactions: BrainShower, marchshift, Joarga and 4 others
thejumper

thejumper

Floating towards the edge of the universe
Feb 27, 2022
33
You get used to it. In endocrinology, the process of becoming habituated to an increased level of stress and sadness is referred to as "allostasis."

Or your life situation gets better and you heal. Oftentimes, both things happen.
I have yet to see the healing part.
 
  • Like
Reactions: BrainShower, marchshift, iloverachel and 3 others
divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
3,268
Absolutely i usually stay in bed most the time. It gets to a point where your soul just says I've had enough I give up
 
  • Like
Reactions: bipolar22, BrainShower, marchshift and 5 others
W

would

Member
Apr 7, 2024
25
Its been about 8 years of me feeling dreadful as soon as i wake up. I haven't gotten used to it at all
I have also tried countless things to try and improve my mental health with no improvement.

I feel hopeless more and more each day
"Often get used to it" would have been a more accurate statement by me. I'm sorry things have been so rough for you.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: BrainShower, marchshift, iloverachel and 1 other person
S

sukiduki

Student
Mar 24, 2024
104
i feel the same. getting out of bed is difficult for me. most mornings after i wake up i feel anxiety and panic and literally feel "frozen" and i cannot get up. i lay in bed for like an hour before i can bring myself to move and get up. its tough.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: BrainShower, marchshift, iloverachel and 2 others
LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,368
Can't get up either. Wish I was asleep at least.
 
  • Like
Reactions: BrainShower, marchshift, iloverachel and 1 other person
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,175
Yeah, I relate. I'm so exhausted. I wish I could sleep permanently but sadly I'm trapped in this cruel world. To me, life will never be worth living
 
  • Like
Reactions: BrainShower, marchshift, divinemistress36 and 1 other person
jjnsjso44458

jjnsjso44458

Member
Feb 23, 2024
11
I experience this too. Everyday is so pointless so why even bother getting up?
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: BrainShower and iloverachel
billie

billie

sad and suicidal
Mar 31, 2024
408
There is no reason to get up every day
 
  • Like
Reactions: BrainShower, marchshift and iloverachel
tsumihoroboshi

tsumihoroboshi

Lost Impact
Oct 31, 2023
199
i've been experiencing this daily since i was, like, 15? like why even get up. just to draw. chat with the few friends i have. then what? fester in my room and think how nice it would be to just go to sleep and never wake up again. i'm in chronic pain and agony every second im awake. it's miserable.
 
  • Like
Reactions: BrainShower, marchshift, iloverachel and 1 other person
davidtorez

davidtorez

Mage
Mar 8, 2024
543
No idea why I even bother. As soon as I awake I'm in physical pain as soon as i get out of bed And Start walking. Same mental cycle. Hamster on the hamster wheel life until you drop dead
 
  • Like
Reactions: BrainShower, marchshift, Joarga and 1 other person
N

nner

Member
Jul 13, 2023
31
Yes, I'm feeling this more and more as day passes.
 
  • Like
Reactions: marchshift and iloverachel
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,876
I understand, I really despise how there isn't the option to just fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep. To be conscious and aware is just so dreadful and futile to me, more than anything I wish I never existed at all, I see no point in suffering in this hellish existence where there is no limit as to how torturous it can get. Only non-existence is desirable to me, I only find comfort in death, no matter what I'd always prefer to permanently not exist.
 
  • Like
Reactions: iloverachel and marchshift
N

nood11

Member
Jul 14, 2023
60
My favorite time of day is when I'm going to sleep at night. I know that I have eight or so hours of bliss and peace ahead of me. My worst time of day is when I wake up in the morning. When I see the sunlight coming through my windows I know that I have no choice but to face another day the best way I can. I don't want to be in this body and alive, but killing myself is very scary, so I feel stuck in this body and mind.
 
  • Love
Reactions: iloverachel

Similar threads

fleetingnight
Replies
1
Views
158
Suicide Discussion
broth0100
broth0100
gnarly
Replies
3
Views
150
Offtopic
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
Szarur-abi
Replies
3
Views
218
Recovery
Abbadab
Abbadab
lavenderlilylies
Replies
7
Views
313
Suicide Discussion
lavenderlilylies
lavenderlilylies
FireFox
Replies
12
Views
427
Suicide Discussion
Ozzyno
Ozzyno