No Point 2 Being Here

[sui4]

So...there's really no point to being here anymore. I've done all I can do. I don't believe I ever should have bern born. I believe I am a product of God's selfish desires to have me obey and serve him like some mindless puppet slave. I don't think I am a mistake. God intentionally created me knowing all the challenges I'd face in this life. Now I have to correct what never should have bern and the only way is to CTB. This world system is so flawed. I abhor it. I am ready to ctb, I just need to decide on how. I don't care what's in the afterlife if their is one. I just don't care. I really don't care too much about pain either. I just am ready to get to that bus stop.

 

[braketimez]

Hey you. If God exists, he is a mindless drunk who really messed things up when he planned all this stuff. I'm with you there. Sending you hugs.