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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,181
I have no plans in life except to die

work: I am unfit

love: deceased

family: incurable health problems

friends: people who took advantage of me

me: mental health problems that don't heal

passion: not much choice apart from watching sport but I don't like it much less than before, doing sport I bless myself all the time.

Think of all the time to die... I just want to see the Tour de France and the Olympics... Just like that... but after death
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,181
Anyone?
 
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DeIetedUser4739

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Apr 21, 2024
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I don't want to do anything in life except sleep.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,181
Same.sleep forever
 
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girlsboysthems

girlsboysthems

no i dont have a gun
Dec 19, 2022
457
sleeping is a nice alternative, howveer i dream quite often nowadays and not even sleep is a good escape. so fuck me i guess...
from a living nightamre to a sleeping nightmare.
 
Kurai

Kurai

Suffering
Jul 23, 2023
241
Yeah same my goal in life is to die lol
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,181
dormir est une bonne alternative, mais je rêve assez souvent de nos jours et même dormir n'est pas une bonne évasion. alors baise-moi, je suppose...
d'un cauchemar vivant à un cauchemar endormi.
Me often nightmares 🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,181
Yes, i prefer even life that nightmares
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
2,353
Yep ctb is the only plan I have for the future. Just waiting for the last person who loves me to go.
 
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