vacant_n
Member
- Aug 13, 2020
- 41
I just realized that one of the things making this worse for me is that no one around me seems to realize how miserable I am right now. It's not like I have many friends to begin with, but there are a few people I see on a daily or weekly basis, and while they know I'm going through a rough period in my life, I'm almost certain they have no idea I'm suicidal. I guess this is ideal in a way because no one's paying much attention to my actions, but it still hurts to be in this much pain and have others carry on as if everything is normal. It makes me feel even more isolated than I already am. I don't know if I'm just good at hiding my feelings or if it's because my PTSD makes me appear so emotionless most of the time.