Venting How I realized it was over

[Reflection]

For basically all of my life I dreamt about developing and publishing an indie game, just recently I've been quite determined to finish it, I started making design documents, drawing concept art and writing a script for the story which I almost managed to finish a few days ago...but the pain that has been haunting me since last year never stopped, infact it instead only grown bigger and bigger...this made me completely give up on my dream and cut it short before it had any real chance, I think that is my biggest regret, but at that moment I knew that I'm not gonna last much longer. I myself can't believe this is happening because I loved one person, but unfortunately I am not able to live with this weight and pain, not anymore.