No one can say that I didn’t give life a chance

[LastDayOnEarth]

I mean i did put the effort in everything when it was required, even in unfair circumstances. At least I can die knowing I tried giving life a chance but it didn't quite work out, maybe death will be better

 

[unluckysadness]

Same.
I got my license on my 5th try and NOW : I cannot drive anymore since 10 years (huge anxiety / panic + rare neuromuscular disease)
I worked hard to get a job and keeping it despite huge struggles and NOW : I cannot work anymore because of my health condition
I was kind with my family, even if they bullied me and NOW : only my mothers asks me how I'm doing
And many other things...
So I truly understand what you feel. I gave life a chance 10 x more than I should have.

 

[LastDayOnEarth]

Same.
I got my license on my 5th try and NOW : I cannot drive anymore since 10 years (huge anxiety / panic + rare neuromuscular disease)
I worked hard to get a job and keeping it despite huge struggles and NOW : I cannot work anymore because of my health condition
I was kind with my family, even if they bullied me and NOW : only my mothers asks me how I'm doing
And many other things...
So I truly understand what you feel. I gave life a chance 10 x more than I should have.

People like you and me give 10x our strenght but it seems like there's always an uphill battle coming. At least we can choose when to die

 

[unluckysadness]

People like you and me give 10x our strenght but it seems like there's always an uphill battle coming. At least we can choose when to die

Maybe 10x and even 20x or more (seriously). I hope we can choose to die. My biggest fear is having a stroke and ending up in a vegetative state for 40 years (without having the possibility to ctb anymore). That's why I wrote my advance directives (to tell the doctors to let me die if things go wrong), and I advise everyone to do the same - as much as possible in your country.