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bipolar22

bipolar22

Notorious shtposter
Aug 31, 2022
387
Been living off raw cheese and bananas for weeks. Just don't have the drive to cook and clean after. I know I'll get sick if I keep this up.but it's all so tiring .can't do it anymore. Always annoyed me all this work I never enjoyed eating and now all my energy for that has left me.
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
I used to make my own food, but lately my state of mind has gotten worse, anxiety, anhedonia, despair intensified. So I have no motivation to make my own food, I buy already made.
 
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ForeverCaHa

ForeverCaHa

Heartbroken Welshman
Feb 16, 2025
442
I feel you. I used to absolutely love cooking and eating (I was even a fan of doing dishes), but this past month I can just about manage microwave meals. Mostly getting buy on sachets of coffee and whatever I can eat right out of the fridge. Food just doesn't bring the pleasure it used to
 
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ellipse

Student
Jan 4, 2022
143
Me too, I'm going for more and more already made food, just to heat or microwave it.
 
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pastmyexpiration

Member
Mar 10, 2025
9
I now weigh 170 lbs. from eating once a day once a week. In 2024 I weighed 297 lbs size 52 pants and had an accident that left me with slipping rib syndrom (SRS). SRS is very rare and took 30 doctors, 8 trips to the ER, and multiple pain clinics to find out its not treatable and usually affects 1-2 ribs eith free or floating. I have the unfortunate rare SRS that affects both left and right side and 10 ribs, 8-12 on both sides. Size 36 pants and I look like a starved pow. I had to set a timer just to drink water so I can fell your depression. I just got my SN and have everything else so hunger and pain or going to be a thing no more..
 

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Thomas Rekowicz

Thomas Rekowicz

Member
Mar 10, 2025
67
I loved cooking lasagne, spaghetti, cream soups now i have strenght only to prepare pre made meal in microwave or go to restaurant if i have money. I lost this Passion compleatly There is great american style restaurant in my city i eat meal from IT at the moment
 
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amomentspeace

amomentspeace

Student
Mar 2, 2025
160
Been living off raw cheese and bananas for weeks. Just don't have the drive to cook and clean after. I know I'll get sick if I keep this up.but it's all so tiring .can't do it anymore. Always annoyed me all this work I never enjoyed eating and now all my energy for that has left me.
I feel you. I've been surviving off of my uni's canteen and pre made salad packages
 
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