i hate it im putting so much work to make it work...
Last August I paid all my medical debt it took me over a year. Guess what I am in medical debt again. ok now it's just 200 złoty but it can grow because my hand is sick and I gotta pay for the treatment and we just started. Maybe it won't be much more maybe it will. I don't wanna live with a disabled hand. I wanna end myself. It's not fair. I am unable to ctb but living like this is stupid. I got no money cuz I constantly need to pay for some treatment.
EDIT: ok just to clarify I'm in Poland and we have gov insurance here which covers most of the treatment. HOWEVER the government doesn't guarantee quality at all. Like all docs are after their medical universities and they have to sit the LEK exam but it DOES NOT mean that they have good medical knowledge. For example my gov paid shrink didn't notice my very severe classic OCD for years. They often say the youth doesn't get sick and I'm in my twenties.
And also you gotta wait in line to get a 5-10 min appointment with a doctor and depending on the specialty the line is 3 months or even 3 years... Yes. If you have hormonal problems you might wait 3 years for the first appointment.
Only GPs are viable but they can't do much.
So the only choice for me is to wait 3 months for the free ortho or more or pay 300 złoty and wait a week for the private ortho.
Last August I paid all my medical debt it took me over a year. Guess what I am in medical debt again. ok now it's just 200 złoty but it can grow because my hand is sick and I gotta pay for the treatment and we just started. Maybe it won't be much more maybe it will. I don't wanna live with a disabled hand. I wanna end myself. It's not fair. I am unable to ctb but living like this is stupid. I got no money cuz I constantly need to pay for some treatment.
EDIT: ok just to clarify I'm in Poland and we have gov insurance here which covers most of the treatment. HOWEVER the government doesn't guarantee quality at all. Like all docs are after their medical universities and they have to sit the LEK exam but it DOES NOT mean that they have good medical knowledge. For example my gov paid shrink didn't notice my very severe classic OCD for years. They often say the youth doesn't get sick and I'm in my twenties.
And also you gotta wait in line to get a 5-10 min appointment with a doctor and depending on the specialty the line is 3 months or even 3 years... Yes. If you have hormonal problems you might wait 3 years for the first appointment.
Only GPs are viable but they can't do much.
So the only choice for me is to wait 3 months for the free ortho or more or pay 300 złoty and wait a week for the private ortho.
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