No money for N

[Death is beautiful]

Hello everyone, I have long wanted to make money for N, it always seemed to me that this would be my method, but now I understand that it will not be very easy to make money on it in my country, I'm thinking of ordering SN, do you think death from SN is much worse than death from N? What advantages does N have?

 

[brownie]

Based on accounts I've read here, SN is not entirely painless. Your throat will burn, your stomach will burn, you will likely get a headache, and it can take more time than N. It's preferable to jumping off a bridge in terms of pain, but, again, it's not entirely painless.

 

[Death is beautiful]

Based on accounts I've read here, SN is not entirely painless. Your throat will burn, your stomach will burn, you will likely get a headache, and it can take more time than N. It's preferable to jumping off a bridge in terms of pain, but, again, it's not entirely painless.

Is everything really so terrible? I have heard that there is no pain with SN, only dizziness, vomiting and difficulty breathing

 

[brownie]

There's a thread that covers someone's CTB from a while back. I forget which one it was, but it goes over what they looked like/felt like. I'd suggest searching more for 'painful/painless sn' threads.

 

[liberty_222]

Hello everyone, I have long wanted to make money for N, it always seemed to me that this would be my method, but now I understand that it will not be very easy to make money on it in my country, I'm thinking of ordering SN, do you think death from SN is much worse than death from N? What advantages does N have?

Man same literally same. But i really do want n over sn. Reading accounts of people who took sn makes me not want to take sn

 

[Death is beautiful]

Man same literally same. But i really do want n over sn. Reading accounts of people who took sn makes me not want to take sn

what scares you about their threads?

 

[liberty_222]

what scares you about their threads?

The fact that it increases your heartbeat, makes you throw up, gives a headache. It low-key reminds me of when i ODed on painkillers and I got really scared and told my parents and had to go to the hospital.

 

[ddd1234]

Hello everyone, I have long wanted to make money for N, it always seemed to me that this would be my method, but now I understand that it will not be very easy to make money on it in my country, I'm thinking of ordering SN, do you think death from SN is much worse than death from N? What advantages does N have?

I have money for N but live in EU, it's hard to get it here.

 

[NormaJeane]

Sodium nitrite is a risky method, I have read about several failures with this poison. There are also people who do not have money to pay for physician-assisted suicide in Switzerland, 10 100 euro.

 

[Death is beautiful]

Sodium nitrite is a risky method, I have read about several failures with this poison. There are also people who do not have money to pay for physician-assisted suicide in Switzerland, 10 100 euro.

It's quite risky, but I think this is the best way after N, if you do everything correctly following Stan's guide, then the chances of success are great

 

[coffee]

I don't think that SN is that painful according to what I have researched but N is definitely more peaceful.
I'm thinking about going to Mexico to get N just because I want to travel before I CTB.

 

[ddd1234]

Sodium nitrite is a risky method, I have read about several failures with this poison. There are also people who do not have money to pay for physician-assisted suicide in Switzerland, 10 100 euro.

I would pay 10k or more if only they accept young depressed people

 

[Account unknown]

Is everything really so terrible? I have heard that there is no pain with SN, only dizziness, vomiting and difficulty breathing

There's not enough known about it as far as I'm aware. Most of the reasons people say it's "painless" and "peaceful" is because in theory it looks like that should be the case but in reality from what I've read in some cases, it looks like it can be very different.

Some of the descriptions of people CTB from it don't sound peaceful or painless at all to me and even sounds like the person describing it is trying to make it sound less disturbing than it actually was… maybe in order not to discourage other people or maybe not to have to think that they just watched someone suffer and even regret their decision.

It just really put me off it as my method after originally being hopeful and thinking I would just be getting a cheap version of N. I genuinely don't know enough about it or the science to tell other people not to go with that as their method. It's just not for me at all personally.

I wouldn't even hesitate about taking N though.

 

[eternalmelancholy]

Everything in life costs money. Even a dignified death it seems. N is definitely the gold standard for a reason. I understand not everyone will be able to source it. I do think it is worth trying at least but SN is a more realistic alternative for many people. Even if it isn't the first option.

I think whatever method you choose it has to be one that you feel comfortable doing. For me personally, the simpler the method the better. There is nothing more straight forward than drinking a small amount of substance, even if it tastes awful. But everyone is different.

 

[ddd1234]

There is nothing more straight forward than drinking a small amount of substance, even if it tastes awful. But everyone is different.

They say that there is something more than an awful taste. They say that its hard not to vomit N. This is disturbing. Even the gold standard is not easy.

 

[Lucas70]

They say that there is something more than an awful taste. They say that its hard not to vomit N. This is disturbing. Even the gold standard is not easy.

Yes because it meant for IV. No

 

[eternalmelancholy]

They say that there is something more than an awful taste. They say that its hard not to vomit N. This is disturbing. Even the gold standard is not easy.

The vast majority of people do not vomit while taking N, even without taking an antiemetic. No method will be easy since SI will always be present. But it is the most reliable and effective method available to us.

I really wished people would stop spreading this unfounded fear over N. I get it, it is really hard to ctb. But people should not try to actively discourage others. We should all try to remain neutral and just post facts and information.

 

[Death is beautiful]

Everything in life costs money. Even a dignified death it seems. N is definitely the gold standard for a reason. I understand not everyone will be able to source it. I do think it is worth trying at least but SN is a more realistic alternative for many people. Even if it isn't the first option.

I think whatever method you choose it has to be one that you feel comfortable doing. For me personally, the simpler the method the better. There is nothing more straight forward than drinking a small amount of substance, even if it tastes awful. But everyone is different.

What do you think if you didn't have money for N, would you go with SN?

 

[coffee]

I would choose SN as a second option. Have already dated a doctor and according to her even N isn't completely peaceful. She told me that there is not a totally peaceful death and she works in the intensive care unit.
In my opinion there is not a totally painless way to die. Even her told me that the only way to painless way was to die while sleeping and that's why she even agreed that N was the most peaceful choice.
If you are afraid to take N is better not even consider CTB. Simple as that.

 

[blueclover_.]

Based on accounts I've read here, SN is not entirely painless. Your throat will burn, your stomach will burn, you will likely get a headache, and it can take more time than N. It's preferable to jumping off a bridge in terms of pain, but, again, it's not entirely painless.

It's only nausea and migraine-like headache, depending on your metabolism you could not even experience it at all. At least if you're saved you won't be missing a limb.

The fact that it increases your heartbeat, makes you throw up, gives a headache. It low-key reminds me of when i ODed on painkillers and I got really scared and told my parents and had to go to the hospital.

It's just anxiety. Well, some people prefer to have a 100% painless method i guess.

 

[Death is beautiful]

I would choose SN as a second option. Have already dated a doctor and according to her even N isn't completely peaceful. She told me that there is not a totally peaceful death and she works in the intensive care unit.
In my opinion there is not a totally painless way to die. Even her told me that the only way to painless way was to die while sleeping and that's why she even agreed that N was the most peaceful choice.
If you are afraid to take N is better not even consider CTB. Simple as that.

I'm not afraid to take N, I can't take it since I don't have any money

 

[blueclover_.]

I'm not afraid to take N, I can't take it since I don't have any money

Same. I can't work for various reasons. Trapped in this house with controlling and abusive parents. They'll know if i try to trick them. Fuck my life.

 

[Death is beautiful]

Same. I can't work for various reasons. Trapped in this house with controlling and abusive parents. They'll know if i try to trick them. Fuck my life.

I'm sorry about that. Is SN not an option for you either?

 

[PeacefulTonic]

I'd be scared of the tachycardia. It would probably make me want to call for help. But if I wasn't able to get N, I'd probably settle for SN. I can't do gruesome methods

 

[blueclover_.]

I'm sorry about that. Is SN not an option for you either?

I have SN hidden in a locked dresser. It's so cheap in my country. I took off the labels and just put my own 'Poison' label on it. If anyone sees it, they won't know that it's SN. Ideally though i'd go with N or gun, but this method is good enough for me.

 

[Lucas70]

Watch some of hanging video.Look simple.

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[Wrennie]

I would choose SN as a second option. Have already dated a doctor and according to her even N isn't completely peaceful. She told me that there is not a totally peaceful death and she works in the intensive care unit.
In my opinion there is not a totally painless way to die. Even her told me that the only way to painless way was to die while sleeping and that's why she even agreed that N was the most peaceful choice.
If you are afraid to take N is better not even consider CTB. Simple as that.

I'm curious which aspects about 'N' weren't peaceful according to this doctor.

 

[PeacefulTonic]

I would choose SN as a second option. Have already dated a doctor and according to her even N isn't completely peaceful. She told me that there is not a totally peaceful death and she works in the intensive care unit.
In my opinion there is not a totally painless way to die. Even her told me that the only way to painless way was to die while sleeping and that's why she even agreed that N was the most peaceful choice.
If you are afraid to take N is better not even consider CTB. Simple as that.

How is N not completely peaceful? You literally die after you fall asleep

 

[intr0verse]

I think it's even better. That sleep will progress to a deep coma moments before you die. You won't feel a thing.

 

[FromGermany]

I would pay 10k or more if only they accept young depressed people

You have to pay a huge first payment in advance. If they refuse to accept your case, some thousands are gone for "administrative costs". There is also the possibility to wait for months or even years after the case will be accepted.

I have not spoken personal with them right now, if there is any solution, because someone must identify the corpse there. What, if one is alone?