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Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
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Why when I'm suffering excruciating unbearable unretractable pain from years of treatment, procedures, medications, accidents, diseases with no cure that only attack my organs and break my sick, weak body down more can't I have the right to end it painlessly that others have because of where they live or money they have. I deserve to be able to say I've tried everything I've suffered brutally and now please give me medical aid that is humane and let me go with some dignity. Don't leave me dying slowly and painfully when you could stop my suffering so easily. Why is there no compassion or mercy? All the pain and trauma that is so unbearable. It is not right. I can't take this extremely brutal pain.
 
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peacebenow

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Apr 26, 2026
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I am with you. I do understand.
 
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Kanau_Nano

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Apr 12, 2026
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It's impossible for most people to comprehend wanting to ctb. They don't understand and just think we are sick and should go to therapy and take meds so we will 100% feel better soon. No matter how much suffering you are in or how much you try they start to think of death and get freaked out it seems.

It's really cruel and I wish we could be euthanized too. It's the right thing to give us the choice, but instead they ban everything to give us a peaceful time.

I'm very sorry you have to deal with so much suffering and feel the need to ctb. I understand. Chronic health issues destroy you so much on top of everything else.
 
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I am never alone.
Mar 29, 2026
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1. "You cannot please everyone; control the things you can control." ~Suncha Ferriera (Victus Group)/Mark 8:36, Matthew 13:12

2. The grass withers, the flowers fade, because the breath of the Lord blows upon it; surely the people are grass.
The grass withers, the flowers fade, but the word of our God stands forever. (Isaiah 40:7-8)

3. The world hates liabilities, and would rather they not exist, as much as the rules dictate that all life is inherently valuable. (Proverbs 25:17)

Therefore, as much as I desire to live, and that a world without me would be awfully dull and grey, this isn't up to me; if I die, I die; though my father, mother, and the whole world forsake me, the Lord will bring me up. (Esther 4:11, Psalm 27:10)
 
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