Venting No kind or sane being would enter into this world willingly, given how it treats the vulnerable.

[Darkover]

If I had a say in this, I wouldn't have agreed to this suffering
a deep sadness at how broken the world feels, and a yearning for a different reality.
If I had known how hard or unfair this life would be, I would have opted out
This pain feels unjustifiable; no one should be subjected to it, let alone by choice.
If there is a soul or consciousness before birth, why would it choose to be born into pain?
If this life was a test or lesson, why does it feel more like punishment or chaos?
Why this? Why me? Why here?

 

[HighFlight]

I agree - the world feels totally broken these days. I'm so sorry you're feeling this deep pain and sadness about the state of the world. Your questions about suffering and purpose are so valid, and it takes real strength to voice them. I wish I had the answers, but I don't. I can tell you that you are not alone in this, and I'm here if you need to share more.