TheyWereHereFirssst
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- Apr 8, 2026
- 7
For every allowance, I see finally get to see god in my hands or at the screen of a mobile bank app. You know it's divine role in society, yet you want me to treat it like it's not. It was these simple phrases told on to one's ear over and over again, that God is green. I go outside, without believing in it, and what do I find? Every corner of the street is the church that worships it, the restaurants, the cafes, the stores and etc. Filled with their bishops and eunuchs alike awaiting their divine reward for their loyalty and faith. I have no shame, throwing it all away, the difference between spending and saving is merely timing. And patience is simply not my doctrine in my denomination. I WANT TO BUY, that is how you feel, experience, and breath. But even then I feel like I dont feel like praying to god, it makes me sick, I thought God was something amazing but it was just in my hands. I am increasingly unashamed that I am a hedonist
