All I ask is for an IRL friend that isn't fake. Otherwise, obviously it would be toxic.
Damm I´m not even replier here, but I really do relate what you are going through , I have literally 2 "friends" on my class, fortunately this is my last year, anyways this "friend" , when is angry he literally ,just starts saying these typical phrases, Gabriel doesn´t have any friends, Imagine being gabriel,etc... & these are the days that I really start thinking why me, I know he feels powerful by saying it ..,why are humans like this.
& the another one is a guy that I met on 5th grade, who pretends is my friend ,but we just talk cause we are in the same place, as soon as I finish school , he will most likely not talk to me again for sure, Imagine knowing someone for 7 years & not even be invited to something outside of the workspace.
I wish this wasn´t like this, all the friendships I had until today were toxic, and just made my social anxiety grow.
I just want friendships, is that too much to ask.