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SadCryingBunny

SadCryingBunny

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Apr 10, 2025
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Hi, please refer to the Photo for reference. I have the nitrogen cylinder and gas transfer hose/connections and a OTS Spectrum SCUBA Full Face Mask. However I am finding the thought of dying with a full face mask claustrophobic. I am wanting to try those smaller medical mouth/nose masks shown in the second picture and make it seal well by taping the exhaust open areas (exhales or air build up would leak from the silicone skirt) with a thin hose flowing from the mask to the 2nd stage scuba regulator mouthpiece which I will DIY attach myself or I can just hook it up to the flow meter with a hose attached to the nitrogen cylinder itself. I am planning on dying in my car in a very far away place. I will turn on the AC to the coldest (I like the cold, makes me feel cozy and sleepy), wear a nice warm jacket, watch a nice movie on my iPhone mounted on a magnet with rain sounds playing via Bluetooth on the other phone, eat ice cream, take sleeping pills, fall asleep and die in my car seat. I'll place the gas bottle firmly and restrain myself with my seat belt and bungee retainers so my hands can't rip the mask off while unconscious. I'm scared of the autopsy hence why I keep delaying this or until I can find a far away place in the bushes to setup my resting place. Otherwise can I go through Assisted Suicide in Switzerland for depression due to self harm scars? In Australia I am not eligible.
I found this online. I think it will work excellently. https://www.cpaponline.com.au/products/resmed-airfit-f20-full-face-mask
 

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eternalpace

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A second thread that refers people to this thread was created... but I'm bumping it anyway.
 
penguinl0v3s

penguinl0v3s

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Nov 1, 2023
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Are those designed to be airtight?
 
SadCryingBunny

SadCryingBunny

Experienced
Apr 10, 2025
251
Are those designed to be airtight?
Yes, they use a silicone frame to make an air tight seal when tightened properly. The problem is the exhaust valve is just holes in the mask. So ambient air can leak in if the internal flow rate isn't high. I'm just worried after passing out and running out of nitrogen after 20 minutes I might start breathing again the ambient air from the holes and wake up with severe brain damage. I hope I'm dead before the 20 minutes. I already bought this, waiting for it to arrive, if it doesn't work. I'll just use the full face scuba mask but it's really claustrophobic and the hoods are worse as they're tight around the neck. This is the best option.
 
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finasteride_end

Member
Oct 31, 2025
31
Do you need to buy a separate hose to connect the gas mask to the barrel? I don't have a clue how this setup is supposed to be physically put together, can you buy just any scuba mask and have the connector work with any gas barrel
 
SadCryingBunny

SadCryingBunny

Experienced
Apr 10, 2025
251
Do you need to buy a separate hose to connect the gas mask to the barrel? I don't have a clue how this setup is supposed to be physically put together, can you buy just any scuba mask and have the connector work with any gas barrel
If you're having suicidal thoughts due to hairloss brother, please let me know. There is no need to end your life over hairloss, private message me.
 
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deathisapanacea

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Mar 10, 2025
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Yes, they use a silicone frame to make an air tight seal when tightened properly. The problem is the exhaust valve is just holes in the mask. So ambient air can leak in if the internal flow rate isn't high. I'm just worried after passing out and running out of nitrogen after 20 minutes I might start breathing again the ambient air from the holes and wake up with severe brain damage. I hope I'm dead before the 20 minutes. I already bought this, waiting for it to arrive, if it doesn't work. I'll just use the full face scuba mask but it's really claustrophobic and the hoods are worse as they're tight around the neck. This is the best option.

Sorry I don't know crap about Masks but I have question. If the airflow is fast enough there is no need for an Exit bag to be used with this mask right ? That would make simplify the setup a lot.
 
imontheloose

imontheloose

Aspiring corpse
Jan 15, 2025
147
I'm not sure what advice you're after exactly. The method would probably work if you can get over your fear of claustrophobia. If you cannot escape the fear and it's a genuine phobia, then the method is simply not for you. You can set it up using a sort of medical mask attached if that helps indeed, but you may want to test how truly airtight your setup is after your DIY shenanigans before continuing. Also, I'm not sure what scares you about the autopsy: your death is going to be labelled a suicide instantly.

Self-harm scars will not qualify for a Swiss assist.
 
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finasteride_end

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If you're having suicidal thoughts due to hairloss brother, please let me know. There is no need to end your life over hairloss, private message me.

Hi, I don't think I have permission to send other forum users private messages, but I appreciate the gesture.
 
DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

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Sep 9, 2022
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Yes, they use a silicone frame to make an air tight seal when tightened properly. The problem is the exhaust valve is just holes in the mask. So ambient air can leak in if the internal flow rate isn't high. I'm just worried after passing out and running out of nitrogen after 20 minutes I might start breathing again the ambient air from the holes and wake up with severe brain damage. I hope I'm dead before the 20 minutes. I already bought this, waiting for it to arrive, if it doesn't work. I'll just use the full face scuba mask but it's really claustrophobic and the hoods are worse as they're tight around the neck. This is the best option.
Yeah the respirator version with the one way flap exhaust vent.
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,259
can you post a link or name or description to the transfer hose?

and any details of how to transfer gas i guess nitrogen to an oxygen scuba tank?
 
unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,069
Don't use CPAP masks, there is too much air leakage. I had a CPAP machine for years because of my sleep apnea.
 
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SadCryingBunny

SadCryingBunny

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Apr 10, 2025
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I'm not sure what advice you're after exactly. The method would probably work if you can get over your fear of claustrophobia. If you cannot escape the fear and it's a genuine phobia, then the method is simply not for you. You can set it up using a sort of medical mask attached if that helps indeed, but you may want to test how truly airtight your setup is after your DIY shenanigans before continuing. Also, I'm not sure what scares you about the autopsy: your death is going to be labelled a suicide instantly.

Self-harm scars will not qualify for a Swiss assist.
What can I do to get myself to qualify for a suicide assist? Regarding the autopsy being cut open scars me. I'll find a far away location where I won't be discovered for at least weeks. By then my will be decaying more with nature and I don't care what happens to it after. Regarding the method I have tried breathing the nitrogen many times and passing out isn't easy. My face is going numb. I've tried partial hanging and my head feels like it's going to explode and so tiring. It's horrible. I want a peaceful way out.
 
imontheloose

imontheloose

Aspiring corpse
Jan 15, 2025
147
What can I do to get myself to qualify for a suicide assist? Regarding the autopsy being cut open scars me. I'll find a far away location where I won't be discovered for at least weeks. By then my will be decaying more with nature and I don't care what happens to it after. Regarding the method I have tried breathing the nitrogen many times and passing out isn't easy. My face is going numb. I've tried partial hanging and my head feels like it's going to explode and so tiring. It's horrible. I want a peaceful way out.
They usually require a form of certain death like terminal illness or true elderly age.
 
NegevChina

NegevChina

I've done the best I could
Sep 5, 2024
618
Hi, please refer to the Photo for reference. I have the nitrogen cylinder and gas transfer hose/connections and a OTS Spectrum SCUBA Full Face Mask. However I am finding the thought of dying with a full face mask claustrophobic. I am wanting to try those smaller medical mouth/nose masks shown in the second picture and make it seal well by taping the exhaust open areas (exhales or air build up would leak from the silicone skirt) with a thin hose flowing from the mask to the 2nd stage scuba regulator mouthpiece which I will DIY attach myself or I can just hook it up to the flow meter with a hose attached to the nitrogen cylinder itself. I am planning on dying in my car in a very far away place. I will turn on the AC to the coldest (I like the cold, makes me feel cozy and sleepy), wear a nice warm jacket, watch a nice movie on my iPhone mounted on a magnet with rain sounds playing via Bluetooth on the other phone, eat ice cream, take sleeping pills, fall asleep and die in my car seat. I'll place the gas bottle firmly and restrain myself with my seat belt and bungee retainers so my hands can't rip the mask off while unconscious. I'm scared of the autopsy hence why I keep delaying this or until I can find a far away place in the bushes to setup my resting place. Otherwise can I go through Assisted Suicide in Switzerland for depression due to self harm scars? In Australia I am not eligible.
I found this online. I think it will work excellently. https://www.cpaponline.com.au/products/resmed-airfit-f20-full-face-mask
The SCUBA mask is much more reliable than the other options. As far as i remember these other oxygen type masks are not reliable and you will need to diy a very unreliable transformer from the SCUBA regulator to the oxygen masks. Its worth to get over the clastrofobia than risk failure and brain damage.
 
SadCryingBunny

SadCryingBunny

Experienced
Apr 10, 2025
251
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The SCUBA mask is much more reliable than the other options. As far as i remember these other oxygen type masks are not reliable and you will need to diy a very unreliable transformer from the SCUBA regulator to the oxygen masks. It's worth to get over the clastrofobia than risk failure and brain damage.
Forget the nitrogen method, as explained the discomfort after 20 seconds inhaling it is making it impossible to die. I'll just ignite some charcoal in a tent and take sleeping pills and fall asleep while the charcoal burns and co levels rise. It's how thousands of people have died in the past in their own homes by accident.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Wizard
Nov 12, 2025
644
They usually require a form of certain death like terminal illness or true elderly age.
Not Pegasos, they accept people "only" suffering from depression and other mental disorders, but just not in your twenties or thirties, the youngest person I read about who they accepted because of depression was in his 40's.
 
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k1w1

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What can I do to get myself to qualify for a suicide assist? Regarding the autopsy being cut open scars me. I'll find a far away location where I won't be discovered for at least weeks. By then my will be decaying more with nature and I don't care what happens to it after. Regarding the method I have tried breathing the nitrogen many times and passing out isn't easy. My face is going numb. I've tried partial hanging and my head feels like it's going to explode and so tiring. It's horrible. I want a peaceful way out.
You have tested the scuba mask right? That should be a charm.
 

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