nihilisticmystics
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- Apr 24, 2025
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~ for those that don't know what nihilism is, it's basically the belief/philosophy/conclusion that nothing matters in life and existence is pointless and doesn't matter. nothing matters. ~
there is no point to life or existence. work, relationships, money, school, friends. none of this matters because we will all die and be forgotten and replaced and any friends, jobs, houses, cars, relationships we might've had will be gone and forgotten. there is no point to any of this, we are all slaves in a system that WE set up. we were not made to work and yet here we are, in a system completely set up and ran by us. money is made up. jobs are made up. everything is made up and everyone has been so brainwashed that if you try to bring any of this up, they will think you are either: lazy and not wanting to work, or crazy. or both.
i've tried to explain how i feel to others before in the past. i don't want to work because there is no point, i don't want to make money or pay rent because there is no point. i get the same replies every time; "you're just lazy. this is life. you need to work to survive. get used to it."
why does nobody question this? we are slaves living in a cycle. i feel alone being hyperaware of all of this, why is nobody waking up? but to be honest, i don't really care. they can continue to slave away and live their stupid lives like this.
normally, i'm an existential nihilist. which is the basic idea of nihilism that nothing- the universe, life, existence-, doesn't matter and has no meaning.
but recently i have developed pessimistic nihilism, which is basically i'm depressed BECAUSE i see that there is no meaning or purpose. it's so draining, and i can't get better because i am at the point where even if i get a job, get friends, do everything i'm "supposed" to do, it will always be on my mind that it doesn't matter. i'm too far gone into nihilism, i will never be satisfied or fulfilled with my life.
i'm also extremely misanthropic, which doesn't help at all. but i don't really care that it doesn't help. do you see what i mean?
but yeah. nothing matters and we will all die. existence is stupid and pointless
there is no point to life or existence. work, relationships, money, school, friends. none of this matters because we will all die and be forgotten and replaced and any friends, jobs, houses, cars, relationships we might've had will be gone and forgotten. there is no point to any of this, we are all slaves in a system that WE set up. we were not made to work and yet here we are, in a system completely set up and ran by us. money is made up. jobs are made up. everything is made up and everyone has been so brainwashed that if you try to bring any of this up, they will think you are either: lazy and not wanting to work, or crazy. or both.
i've tried to explain how i feel to others before in the past. i don't want to work because there is no point, i don't want to make money or pay rent because there is no point. i get the same replies every time; "you're just lazy. this is life. you need to work to survive. get used to it."
why does nobody question this? we are slaves living in a cycle. i feel alone being hyperaware of all of this, why is nobody waking up? but to be honest, i don't really care. they can continue to slave away and live their stupid lives like this.
normally, i'm an existential nihilist. which is the basic idea of nihilism that nothing- the universe, life, existence-, doesn't matter and has no meaning.
but recently i have developed pessimistic nihilism, which is basically i'm depressed BECAUSE i see that there is no meaning or purpose. it's so draining, and i can't get better because i am at the point where even if i get a job, get friends, do everything i'm "supposed" to do, it will always be on my mind that it doesn't matter. i'm too far gone into nihilism, i will never be satisfied or fulfilled with my life.
i'm also extremely misanthropic, which doesn't help at all. but i don't really care that it doesn't help. do you see what i mean?
but yeah. nothing matters and we will all die. existence is stupid and pointless