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Deleted member 17331

Deleted member 17331

The swan sang with a broken neck
Apr 21, 2020
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Do you also have nightmares? The ones that are so disturbing that you can't even get out of bed? I have, and although they are not so frequent, they leave me very disturbed for several days, and it makes me anxious to be in this world. Generally, I have dreams about all the people who hurt me one day, and that's very annoying, because I think I got over it, but then all of those things come back to my head.

And I wonder, who is worse, the events in this world or my head?

I hope my plans work out this time, I won't be able to stay in this world for long.
 
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oneanonymous

Wizard
Feb 5, 2020
694
I've had frequent nightmares and night terrors my entire life. They are truly awful and totally set you up for a bad day. I'm sorry you also deal with them.
 
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oivoi

oivoi

Member
May 25, 2020
35
Ohhh there were times where I used to have nightmare with people who hurted me every night. It was terribly awful.
The nightmares were so real, because they really made me bad irl, so I got really traumatised
 
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The Dark Chaos

The Dark Chaos

Craving chaos..
Apr 17, 2020
215
I just woke up from my nightmare a few hrs backk. As if being paranoid wasn't enough that these nightmares have started.
 
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