Discussion Nightly Urges

[AlexYaBoy]

Thank you for your responses, in advance.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Most of the time, I'm more suicidal during the day but occassionally, it's bad at night too.

 

[Ambivalent1]

I'm more miserable at night. Ctb only seems possible during the day when the world feels less cold and threatening.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

External circumstances are responsible for me being suicidal. They can trigger it at any time of the day/night.

 

[Ash]

I answered hardly ever as I like it at night when the country is (mostly) asleep and there's hardly any traffic noise, no unexpected cold callers at the door or emails or phone calls, and I can just sleep or when insomnia bites, curl up with a (decaf) mug of tea and my book and have a few stress-free hours. So I find it easier to push the urgency to one side. However, I now realise that my answer applies to the chances of making an attempt and not the feeling itself. These days, that's always with me, like a shadow.

 

[Unhumanly.]

Maybe because night time is the most unbothered hours and it's less likely people will come up and fail my attempt

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

It's way more acute in the mornings for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case I'm always wishing to permanently not exist no matter the time of day, not just night time as existing truly is so undesirable. Only wanting to die makes sense to me personally as I don't want to suffer in any way and in existence there is endless potential for suffering. I'm always tired of existing and always will be as long as I'm trapped here.