Octavina
Paint the black hole blacker
- Jan 9, 2021
- 186
I spent less than one week in one, tried to hang myself with my bath robe the night before they discharged me. The ward doctor said she would prescribe me something for my insomnia and today the nurses were supposed to deliver my medication but on the phone they only mentioned my mood stabilizer, where the fuck is my Zopiclone, lorazepam or just anything less potent? They have my blood work, this is useless. Now I must self medicate with alcohol 4% because I'm a lightweight and every night I mix this cocktail cider with a shit ton of diphenhydramine pills. I know those won't kill me of course. I don't know what to do anymore they just wanted their bed spare. This is just more proof that I take up too much space in this world and need to ctb sooner