Newbie's first post

[ashesxtoxashes]

I don't really know how to begin. I haven't used a computer in so long, I'll probably take forever trying to navigate the website, haha.
I'm just wondering if anyone knows how I can kill myself painlessly.

I am a total hermit, so I'm hoping to meet some lovely people here who may have some helpful information.

 

[LoiteringClouds]

Hello ashesxtoxashes,
I'm sorry that you ended up in this forum, but anyway welcome

Unfortunately CTBing is so hard and that's why I'm still here... Painless methods are particularly hard to find, as pro-lifers regularly hunt down and ban them.
It's the quest for peace. I think there's no one-size-fits-all method for CTB, as everyone has different needs.
Also, you might have to connect to people here in order to obtain useful information for you.
It might be a good starting point to post on "Introduce yourself" thread.

Introduce yourself

Hey guys, Noticed a lot of threads pop up with new members saying hey. To reduce clutter we have decided to make a welcome thread for everyone new to introduce themselves and for people to welcome them, basically merging all future welcome posts into this one. With that said, welcome to...

sanctioned-suicide.net

There's Suicide Resource Compilation sticky thread on Suicide Discussion forum, which might provide info you are looking for. I recommend you to read sticky threads on each forum, as they help you how to navigate here.

I'm not a mod or a staff but please stay safe,
LoiteringClouds

 

[tinyteefs]

kinda in the same vein, does anyone know if propranolol is a good option? I have 1g of it. is that enough? what are the consequences? ...I'm really scared of SI and ending up in a ward against my will....

 

[rationaltake]

kinda in the same vein, does anyone know if propranolol is a good option? I have 1g of it. is that enough? what are the consequences? ...I'm really scared of SI and ending up in a ward against my will....

Hello. Love your username!

 

[FuneralCry]

I really wish there was a good answer to leaving this world in a peaceful way but sadly it's not that straightforward. To me the suicide methods are either risky, inaccessible or just horrible/incredibly difficult to go through with, and the fact is that this society is so incredibly anti suicide with those who managed to get ahold of SN recently receiving police visits. I just think that suicide will get more and more difficult as time goes on but I hope that you find the freedom that you are searching for, I hate how we exist in a world where we are denied the option to pass away in peace.

 

[tinyteefs]

Hello. Love your username!

thank you!!

 

[Valky]

kinda in the same vein, does anyone know if propranolol is a good option? I have 1g of it. is that enough? what are the consequences? ...I'm really scared of SI and ending up in a ward against my will....

No it is not

 

[tinyteefs]

No it is not

how much is enough then?

 

[Dead Meat]

Welcome to the forum @ashesxtoxashes I hope you enjoy your time on here. Lot's of Love to you.

 

[Valky]

how much is enough then?

Very depending on the body. Records show doses of 1.8mg to 8mg far a lethal OD.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I'm also a hermit

 

[tinyteefs]

Very depending on the body. Records show doses of 1.8mg to 8mg far a lethal OD.

u mean 1.8-8g? as in 1800-8000mg?

 

[Tobacco]

Welcome.

We are here to listen to you if you need it. It's manily why I'm here. I'll have to ctb but probably very far in the future.

 

[RW__Asher23]

ashesxtoxashes Welcome to the forum. You will find there are many different ctb methods and discussions. Suggest to look in the sticky threads and use search for Methods. I am not sure you can use search yet. Same as chat. If too new you will have to wait a bit. Make connections with others and do replies to posts etc. Hope you find what you need here. Oh and def. agree with LoiteringClouds and Introduce yourself. Peace.

 

[Valky]

u mean 1.8-8g? as in 1800-8000mg?

Yes :) sorry lol, I had a 14 hour work day behind me and was too tired

 

[Ambivalent1]

The suicide rate globally is .002% Its an elite club full of the brave and the proud, not the Marines. Marines are sissies who kill brown children.

 

[Linda]

Hello. Ther's lots of information here, and lots of people who will give you advice and support. Nobody will tell you whether you should or should not ctb [ctb = "catch the bus" = commit suicide, just in case you dont know]. That's your business. But you should be able to get advice on most other things.

 

[ashesxtoxashes]

Hello ashesxtoxashes,
I'm sorry that you ended up in this forum, but anyway welcome

Unfortunately CTBing is so hard and that's why I'm still here... Painless methods are particularly hard to find, as pro-lifers regularly hunt down and ban them.
It's the quest for peace. I think there's no one-size-fits-all method for CTB, as everyone has different needs.
Also, you might have to connect to people here in order to obtain useful information for you.
It might be a good starting point to post on "Introduce yourself" thread.

Introduce yourself

Hey guys, Noticed a lot of threads pop up with new members saying hey. To reduce clutter we have decided to make a welcome thread for everyone new to introduce themselves and for people to welcome them, basically merging all future welcome posts into this one. With that said, welcome to...

sanctioned-suicide.net

There's Suicide Resource Compilation sticky thread on Suicide Discussion forum, which might provide info you are looking for. I recommend you to read sticky threads on each forum, as they help you how to navigate here.

I'm not a mod or a staff but please stay safe,
LoiteringClouds

Thank you for the pointers :) I feel so technologically illiterate nowdays!
Can I ask a stupid question.. what's CTB?

kinda in the same vein, does anyone know if propranolol is a good option? I have 1g of it. is that enough? what are the consequences? ...I'm really scared of SI and ending up in a ward against my will....

i'm not sure that 1g would be enough. Like with everything it varies person-to-person. But google is telling me that 1g is only "potentially" lethal

 

[heavyeyes]

Thank you for the pointers :) I feel so technologically illiterate nowdays!
Can I ask a stupid question.. what's CTB?

Ctb means catch the bus or commit suicide. Not a stupid question btw!

Welcome to the forum :)

 

[ashesxtoxashes]

Ctb means catch the bus or commit suicide. Not a stupid question btw
Welcome to the forum :)

Ctb means catch the bus or commit suicide. Not a stupid question btw!

Welcome to the f

Ctb means catch the bus or commit suicide. Not a stupid question btw!

Welcome to the forum :)

Thank you :) if i knew how to find the hug button i'd do it back, haha!

 

[heavyeyes]

Thank you :) if i knew how to find the hug button i'd do it back, haha!

You're welcome! You can hold down the like button to get more reactions

 

[Linda]

I really wish there was a good answer to leaving this world in a peaceful way but sadly it's not that straightforward. To me the suicide methods are either risky, inaccessible or just horrible/incredibly difficult to go through with, and the fact is that this society is so incredibly anti suicide with those who managed to get ahold of SN recently receiving police visits. I just think that suicide will get more and more difficult as time goes on but I hope that you find the freedom that you are searching for, I hate how we exist in a world where we are denied the option to pass away in peace.

If you live in (or can get to) a cold region with few people, just go for a long walk in winter. Hypothermia is a peaceful way to go, much pleasanter than it might sound if you know nothing about it, and it's the method I will use when my time comes. You must ensure that you don't fail and wake up with frostbite. You also need to be well away from other people so you are not found in the (potentially quite long) period between losing consciousness and actually dying by someone who might want to "help" you. But apart from those two things it's free of risk.

 

[ashesxtoxashes]

You're welcome! You can hold down the like button to get more reactions

yay i did it

ashesxtoxashes Welcome to the forum. You will find there are many different ctb methods and discussions. Suggest to look in the sticky threads and use search for Methods. I am not sure you can use search yet. Same as chat. If too new you will have to wait a bit. Make connections with others and do replies to posts etc. Hope you find what you need here. Oh and def. agree with LoiteringClouds and Introduce yourself. Peace.

thank you for your kindness x I hope I can find methods asap. eeek

 

[ashesxtoxashes]

Hello. Ther's lots of information here, and lots of people who will give you advice and support. Nobody will tell you whether you should or should not ctb [ctb = "catch the bus" = commit suicide, just in case you dont know]. That's your business. But you should be able to get advice on most other things.

Sorry Linda! I didn't see this until now. Very slow on the computer.
Thank you for your response, you seem very helpful :) x