flitterfloosh
People suck<3
- Oct 22, 2023
- 10
In a weird way I think me cutting has actually done more good then bad in my family. Don't get me wrong cutting isn't a great coping mechanism and I should obviously try to steer away from it, but I think it coming out has made people (at least my family) consider how their actions or words affected me and my childhood. I think it also helped them realize how horrible me and my sisters childhoods were, I was a child dealing with a loss that I didn't understand and my sister had to parent that as a 13 year old. In a weird way I think it's also helped people to accept their actions and find peace in them, it's also helped me to forgive them and especially myself. It's also helped them talk with each other about it and own up to their mistakes. I think that's all I ever wanted in the end and I think that's why I started. I think the reason I fight so hard for justice is because that's all I ever wanted myself. I wanted justice for my inner child. A child that was forced to be locked away far too soon. A child that I think died when my father did. I think in the end all I ever wanted was an apology, just a genuine apology.
