Help New person here (and I need to find dmc in Italy)

[sximii]

I'm new here, 18 year old struggling with autism, depression and bpd. I'm Russian but I live and grew up in Italy so I'm fluent in both languages, but also fluent in German. I had many attempts in the past, this landed me in hospitals lost of times. I've been on Zoloft since 12, which helped me get out of catatonia, return to school, leave the house, take care of myself generally function alright. It's been about a year and half that I haven't been in hospital or made any attempts, although I have still been persistently suicidal researching methods and stuff. It's been getting worse again, not as bad as it was, I can continue going to school and mask myself as a functioning individual and show the impression that I'm doing good. I had many ideas for methods, but I think the SN one would work well, so if anyone can get me an SN source for Italy that would be great thank youuu <33

 

[reyonrays]

Hey there, welcome!

The only source i know, is dmc, which is quite popular source here on ss.
Since you are new, no one will give you a direct source other than re-direct you to posts where you can find dmc, it's a website.
I'll suggest take your time and go through post for some clues.

if you don't have the search function unlocked here, you can google "dmc site:https://sanctioned-suicide.net/", adjust your search term to make it more specific.

Others might have other sources, but dmc is reliable, with tracking included. good luck!

 

[sximii]

Hey there, welcome!

The only source i know, is dmc, which is quite popular source here on ss.
Since you are new, no one will give you a direct source other than re-direct you to posts where you can find dmc, it's a website.
I'll suggest take your time and go through post for some clues.

if you don't have the search function unlocked here, you can google "dmc site:https://sanctioned-suicide.net/", adjust your search term to make it more specific.

Others might have other sources, but dmc is reliable, with tracking included. good luck!

Thanks, but can I ask why you can't link it? Just out of curiosity. What would I have to search to find it

 

[SVEN]

Journalists, distressed relatives, pro life groups join SanSu with the intention of tracking down sources and reporting them to the relevant authorities. Or, just make another sensational media story to try and get this Forum shut down.
It makes anyone who has access to a source very carefull about sharing.

 

[sximii]

Journalists, distressed relatives, pro life groups join SanSu with the intention of tracking down sources and reporting them to the relevant authorities. Or, just make another sensational media story to try and get this Forum shut down.
It makes anyone who has access to a source very carefull about sharing.

Ahh alright got it, so do you have recommendations how to find it?

 

[SVEN]

Sorry, no.

 

[CinerateX]

Journalists, distressed relatives, pro life groups join SanSu with the intention of tracking down sources and reporting them to the relevant authorities. Or, just make another sensational media story to try and get this Forum shut down.
It makes anyone who has access to a source very carefull about sharing.

Fucking selfish cunts. What ever happened to let me do what I want as long as it doesn't affect you? I fully get being protective of it, honestly.

 

[AleTurk]

I'm new here, 18 year old struggling with autism, depression and bpd. I'm Russian but I live and grew up in Italy so I'm fluent in both languages, but also fluent in German. I had many attempts in the past, this landed me in hospitals lost of times. I've been on Zoloft since 12, which helped me get out of catatonia, return to school, leave the house, take care of myself generally function alright. It's been about a year and half that I haven't been in hospital or made any attempts, although I have still been persistently suicidal researching methods and stuff. It's been getting worse again, not as bad as it was, I can continue going to school and mask myself as a functioning individual and show the impression that I'm doing good. I had many ideas for methods, but I think the SN one would work well, so if anyone can get me an SN source for Italy that would be great thank youuu <33

did you ever find it? Because I did and maybe I can give you a sort of "hint" that worked for me, as i'm italian too