bravotess
I'ma jump ship now before I sink slow
- Aug 8, 2020
- 119
Hello Friends (I hope I can call you guys friends) -
I'd like to introduce myself. I'm a reasonably attractive, 41 year old woman. I have 2 kids and a well paying job. My partner, after 16 years together, walked our on me and our family in February. I no longer wish to live. The emotional and financial burden has become too much. I had a partner to share this burden with but I no longer do. I've been on a few dates over the last several months but nothing much ever comes of them. Or I screw things up. Because I'm an idiot. And I'm weak. And I'm worthless. And I'm stupid. Even if I had a million dollars and my ex came home, I'd still want to ctb. The damage is done. It's irreparable.
You may see a lot from me over the next week or 2 because I don't want to screw this up. School starts August 31. I plan to ctb before then. I have found this forum to be very useful. I look forward to discussions with you.
best regards
I'd like to introduce myself. I'm a reasonably attractive, 41 year old woman. I have 2 kids and a well paying job. My partner, after 16 years together, walked our on me and our family in February. I no longer wish to live. The emotional and financial burden has become too much. I had a partner to share this burden with but I no longer do. I've been on a few dates over the last several months but nothing much ever comes of them. Or I screw things up. Because I'm an idiot. And I'm weak. And I'm worthless. And I'm stupid. Even if I had a million dollars and my ex came home, I'd still want to ctb. The damage is done. It's irreparable.
You may see a lot from me over the next week or 2 because I don't want to screw this up. School starts August 31. I plan to ctb before then. I have found this forum to be very useful. I look forward to discussions with you.
best regards