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Sleipnir95

Sleipnir95

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Oct 13, 2025
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They say overdosing is a non method and I would have to agree in 2016 when I was in my early twenties I was seeing doctors to treat my depression and anxiety if possible because I had already been severely depressed before even 18.

Well one cold winter night my friend and I got into an argument and they threw my things outside and I remember in a split second decision I basically downed my whole bottle of Wellbutrin antidepressants without water or anything and it wasn't fun per say.

I tried to spit them up but I took them on an empty stomach so it was impossible. Well I went to the hospital and began trembling terribly and started hearing voices coming from the air vents and blacked out in less than an hour and a half later.

I was awake but not awake I just remember having micro dreams or visions and I was told I was talking about all kinds of crazy things to the doctors about green screens etc I even supposedly tried to jump out the back of an ambulance getting transferred hospitals. I wokeup parents bed side it was humiliating.

Long story short antidepressants and almost all medications are never fatal at all you'll just make a fool out of yourself if I didn't go to the hospital I would have accidentally got hit by a car I'm sure or fallen victim of a violent crime I went completely mad and was not lucid for a long time no recollection of about 48 hours.
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

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Thank you for sharing your story with us. I'm really sorry for all the pain. I want everyone not to experience failed attempts like this. This will help those who are contemplating OD reconsider.
 
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SSRIs are especially bad as you can give yourself serotonin syndrome which is a horrible condition. Thank you for sharing your story as a cautionary tale to others.
 
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58Alice85

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Wellbutrin is not an SSRI.
 
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Sleipnir95

Sleipnir95

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Wellbutrin is not an SSRI.
You are correct it's an NDRI regardless both are very unlikely to be fatal with intervention. Also it's not the only antidepressant I have ever taken it was just an example.
 
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