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luna674

Student
May 1, 2026
167
If you have a partner please be grateful.id do anything to feel loved.i never even felt loved by my own family let alone a partner.i don't get how people want to ctb when they have someone. Id do anything to make love with someone that truly loved me.i fantasize scenarios everyday for as long as i can remember.at least try your best get help try it all.
Never even been on a date
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,381
I Had sex many times in my life, but i never made love. I never had sex with a person i loved.
Having sex without being in love feels hollow and meaningless.
 
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Jonah Byrde

Jonah Byrde

20M UK
Sep 4, 2026
40
I Had sex many times in my life, but i never made love. I never had sex with a person i loved.
Having sex without being in love feels hollow and meaningless.
For me sex without love still felt better than nothing especially the physical touch and cuddling aspect even though it wasn't love. I still wish I experienced love though.
 
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RazzleDazzle

The void stares back.
Sep 16, 2021
237
I would have liked to have this in my life in recent years, but there's a lot of awful pain that can come with relationships too.
 
tomame

tomame

lost in the country 🌾
Dec 28, 2025
287
despite all my love affairs .. i'd give anything to feel the power of being a pure virgin again. lol
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,381
For me sex without love still felt better than nothing especially the physical touch and cuddling aspect even though it wasn't love. I still wish I experienced love though.
You're right, a sexless life would have been even sadder, but still... doing it without any love and emotions felt so mechanical.
I feel sad that in my all 39 on this earth I was never truly loved back by any woman.
 

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