Venting never going to find love

[serah]

god i feel pathetic. ive joked about it with friends and people i know but its hard to really show how much its hurting me. been working for a while now, have this guy i can manage to hold an alright conversation with, he's even hugged me twice at the end of our shifts together. we have a couple of things in common. managed to get his number and send him a message, just to get left on read. i wanted to crawl into a hole and die! i still do. i felt so silly for thinking anything of the "connection" we had, im too ugly and too much of a fuck up to even attempt to get into a relationship. it hurts. why do people leave others on read? he responded to my first message and yet just never said anything about my second. it was a question at that, not some obscure text he couldn't possibly respond back to. i feel stupid and too embarrased to even see him at work. hate this lol.

 

[020x]

If he hugged you twice then it means he has some feelings for you? Maybe he just felt like you needed a hug or he himself, either way, it's better to speak about it to not feel embarrassed looking at each other.

Anyways I hope you'll find the love that you need. Good luck with everything!