Venting Never felt so alone

[sobsob]

hi guys, i am new to this site but hoping to find some people who get what I'm feeling and whatnot... i have never felt so alone in my life than I do right now. i feel like nobody sees me, my existence is inconsequential and I'm just a burden to those who DO see me. i carry so much insecurity and doubt in every relationship that I have, even with my family. i don't even know what to do with myself. I've been suicidal since I was a small child and I'm so sick of feeling this way. I've never had a good day, not that I can remember. i feel so awful all the time. i don't know what to do.

 

[qualityOV3Rquantity]

Can you tell us a bit more about yourself? Only if you're comfortable. About how old are you? Do you have depression?

 

[sobsob]

Can you tell us a bit more about yourself? Only if you're comfortable. About how old are you? Do you have depression?

ive been diagnosed w/ a pretty severe and chronic mental illness though I wouldn't like to go into detail about it. nor would I like to share my age. I'm simply tired as Ive been thru years of this feeling and there's no foreseeable end

 

[HighFlight]

Hi, I'm sorry you are having to live your life feeling this way. But we do see you and you are not a burden to us. I totally understand that you're not comfortable sharing details publicly and you haven't been on the site long enough to access chat or messages. If you'd like, I can send you a message and you can reply to me. I may not be the friend you were looking for, but I can help you navigate these first few days on the site.

Let me know if you'd like me to dm you.

 

[J&L383]

ive been diagnosed w/ a pretty severe and chronic mental illness though I wouldn't like to go into detail about it. nor would I like to share my age. I'm simply tired as Ive been thru years of this feeling and there's no foreseeable end

It's good you are reaching out here. I don't know what you feel, but I feel tired, too. . Life is tough. Lots of good people here. Please vent as much as you like. We will listen.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly understand that it's so dreadful and tiring suffering in this cruel existence, I'm sorry you've had to suffer so much. But anyway I wish you all the best.

 

[sobsob]

Hi, I'm sorry you are having to live your life feeling this way. But we do see you and you are not a burden to us. I totally understand that you're not comfortable sharing details publicly and you haven't been on the site long enough to access chat or messages. If you'd like, I can send you a message and you can reply to me. I may not be the friend you were looking for, but I can help you navigate these first few days on the site.

Let me know if you'd like me to dm you.

thank you, i appreciate it. if you'd like, you can dm me