I have another ctb date, woo. I'm just terrified I will survive. I cannot imagine a bearable life here. If I wake up I will be sent to the mental hospital again and watched for months on end again. The people I live with might just take everything I have this time for "safety". I will rot in a bed while everyone says the same things they always do. Why did you do this to us!!! Was it because of me!! Poor thing!!! We're sorry but what we are doing is right!!! You can hate me but I'm right!!!. No one ever accepts that what they are doing will only make me try harder. No one wants to acknowledge that they are wrong. No one wants to acknowledge that they are selfish for keeping me here. It's not my fault you don't want to man up and recognize what you did to me. I cant go back to the mental hospital. I cant stand the idea of having my family bitch and moan and fake pity until they're finally sure I'll shut up and stop being a problem again. I cant I have to die rhis time
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